"She's Not Afraid : A Harry Styles Fan Fic" by EB

Chapter 9:Party Animal Crashes

                                                                  Chapter 9:Party Animal Crashes

Harry's POV:

            Walking away from Jade was one of the hardest things I had to so far. I mean most people specially the lads would probably judge me right away for maybe falling too quick over her. But to be bloody honest I haven't really felt like that with someone until I met her. Some of the hardest lessons and things I have done since the start of my career has been letting it all go. Once we were made into a band we had to leave everything behind if we wanted success. Our loyal, loving, caring, family and friends.  Most importantly my mum and my annoying yet clever sister Gemma. I gained four amazing brothers while on the road and my tour life family, but it really gets lonely. Of course you have the unconditional love of your fans but its not enough to fill the void that only one special person can take.

            But I couldn't ask Jade to drop everything like I did  and move with me. When I'm on the road almost the whole time, and she has somewhere to call home.  She has a steady life that she is working for and a future I can't take her away from a life that I will never be able to give her. At least not as normal and humble like the one she is living now. Though my feelings were clear at the same time I was scared that I would just be a screw up in her life. She was a nice girl, and  if I ended up hurting her in anyway I don't think I would be able to forgive myself. Unlike with any other women I dated they were just for casual dates, sex, the whole she bang,  and never worked out.  But with Jade I could see things going differently which is why I want to take my time with her and see if things will really work out.

            "Hello" I answered my phone. "Hey Grimmy what's up?" I recognized one of my best friends voice. He is in the industry he is the number one host for a radio station back home. He is  very known, he is crazy, outgoing, and sometimes a little too wacky.

            "A surprise for me? You know I don't like surprises come on" I scuffled.

            "All right fine I'll be ready for tonight but listen no bad surprises Grim I mean it. All right I see you later then." as I put my cell phone back in my pocket and carried on with my day.

            Later on that night  Grimmy and a mix of my friends and his met up with us at a nightclub. To my surprise even Niall had flown out from Ireland to just celebrate my birthday. We ended up drinking about 99 margaritas, 20 Jaggerbombs, 10 bottles of wine, beers and several bottles of champagne. I don't even know honestly how well I am going to do  in the morning. I am pretty sure my head will be spinning around all over.

            But midway into the celebration Grimmy had blindfolded me and i heard a change in the music like seductive instead. When they took off the blindfold there was a long hair brunette woman standing in front of me. She was dressed in a cop's uniform saying that I had been a bad boy that needed to be punished and started lap dancing. I was so mortified I didn't know where to look. Though I was more than tipsy I knew there was a reason I didn't like surprises specially if they came from Grimmy. He had a way with things to always getting people into trouble. And i don't necessarily mean like with the law but you know humiliating the shit out of you, publicly. Yet is an amazing friend though, just a little bit too out there. Thank God someone I don't remember who it was pulled me out before things had gotten any worse. I think Niall helped me get back to the hotel safe, but I am really not quite sure after such party animals.

            The next morning the curtains from my hotel's window were shut wide opened. The bright rays of sunlight made me shut my eyes like a vampire.