Harry's POV:
A few minutes after, I woke up with a blurry vision of all the four lads standing around me. I hear Louis in the background saying "Harry are you okay mate what happened?" he asks. I try to face palm as I noticed the white bandage around my hand and I huff.
"What time is it?" I ask as I probably sound delirious.
"Its time for you to tell us what happened?" Liam insisted.
"Yeah you really haven't told us what has been going on ever since you left Uncle Si's office that day.. You have been acting really weird, what did he say to you?" Louis continues.
"Well basically that happened a few days ago. Do we really have to talk about it?" I try to make a point.
"Well then fine don't tell us anything then." Louis stands up as he mood change.
"Fine. I'm sorry okay its just... complicated" I said before Louis decided to leave the room, which made him stay and turn around and walk a little closer again.
"Simon wants me back with Liz like together dating and the whole she bang. He says that if I don't then he would basically break up the band. Which he is basically making me break up with Jade, even though he doesn't know about her just yet.." I finally confessed.
All of the lads jaws dropped, they knew we hand this kind of deal with management but they never really thought it would get to this point. And they knew I had been fancying Jade but they didn't know how serious I really am about her.
"He can't do that ... can he?" Louis said annoyingly.
"Well he is kind of our boss" Zayn replied.
"I knew it! Damn it I knew it Harry, I knew it from the moment you even mention Jade for the first time that she would be trouble" Liam said with a stern look in his face.
"Its not like this is Jade's fault Liam!" I shouted back with a stern look now in my face.
"Really its not?" he acts all cocky in his sarcasm.
"It's really not! She actually has no clue of what's going on. And I would like to keep it that way. I don't even know what to do I want to keep her safe away from all of this hell" I continued as I stood up facing Liam face to face.
"You really have some nerve in you. I hope you know that. I don't know how you do it dating this poor girl and you're just going to break her heart. Your going to be in the tabloids all over again. If you really want to protect her and keep her safe you have to break up with her. I mean it" Liam says. I can feel Niall pulling us apart as he says in his harsh Irish accent " No guys come on. Let's not fight over this!".
Meanwhile Zayn pulls Liam away and out of the room " Come on Liam let's go stop this nonsense."
While Louis is holding me back from shoulder blade. "Easy there mate, you know he doesn't really "really" mean that". Nerve. What kind of nerve Liam had to tell me what I had to do. He didn't know Jade like I did . Before he left the room I shouted to him at the top of my lungs
"Don’t you think I am sick and tired of the same old games Liam. I know trust me I know I have to change but there is just some things that you can’t. I can't change" I say before the words starts to break me inside and I started to cry. And I know a lot of people say boy's don't cry but in this case I didn't care any longer. I have had it, with having my life being control of. I collapse on the floor as Louis stood beside me
"Easy there mate! You know you have the choice to if you really wanted it. Why don't you just talk to Jade and explain to her everything that's going on?" he advices.
"Yeah, if she really truly loves you she will understand don't you think so Harry" Niall adds as he put his grip on my shoulder.
All I know is I need to see Jade fast, I couldn't have her think that I had eyes for anybody else. Therefore, I needed to tell her the whole truth and just hope that she would understand the position that I am in. I guess my biggest fear is she would hate me, I don't know why everyone hated me. All of these things that they said about me on the tabloids, online, and it was just horrible. I guess I take everything to heart, even thought I pretend not to care about what people say in a way I kind of do.
Niall picks up my phone from the vanity sink in the bathroom, since he knew my pass code he just looked up Jade's number and dialed it as he handed it over to me.
"Here mate is ringing, you have to talk to her" as I took the phone from his hand. Louis and Niall left the room. I sat there as I heard the dialing tone, my lips pressing against each other. My curls falling over from side to the other side of my head.
"Hello" I hear her voice grunting like she had just been awaken on the side of the line and I feel at home at the tone of her voice.
"Hey babe" I said "sorry for calling you so late I know its probably like five in the morning." as I get cut off by her words
"Are you okay is everything all right Harry? "and I could tell she was surprised and worried by my call.
"No I miss you, and I guess I just called because I wanted to hear your voice. Um.. I need to be with you" I tell her as the words just escaped my mouth like an open book.
"I miss you too so much. But we see each other soon right?" she asks.
"Without a doubt just one more week and I'll be right back to you. I guess I won't keep you up. Sweet dreams I love you" I say as I let her go.
"I love you too Harry" she says.
I guess Niall was right I guess talking to her made feel way better. I couldn't wait this whole week that was nearly starting to be over with already. I wanted to wrap my arms around her and have her near.
Meanwhile, I try to avoid been seen with Liz but it was quite impossible they pap's followed us everywhere and she would occasionally show up to our venues out of the sudden. Its like she was just there to make an appearance and have the tabloids run their mouths. I hope in the back of my mind that Jade wouldn't pay attention to anything like I asked her too.
Author's Note:
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