Naive Girl

It Was His Fault

"It was his fault."

I tried to convince myself

Though I was tearing inside

Longing for him

His eyes that outshine

Every other star in the galaxy

Staring back into my ordinary ones

Here I am again

Willfully falling for him

Deceived by the devil himself

"It was his fault."

I reminded again

His words of promises

Keep me awake at night

Wondering if they were ever true

But, I was wrong.

"It was his fault."

His words I still hear

Running inside my mind

So loud like a wildfire

But his presence is not in sight.

Oh how I wish he's here

I miss him so much.

But..

"It was his fault."

Again and again I forgot

I forget everything

When they mention his name

Every scratched, pained memory

Still recovers.

Making me alive and happy.

I will smile for a while

Wanna go back to the way it was

But then...

His sins.

His mistakes.

His broken words.

Got me brokenhearted.

"It was his fault."

I said again, sigh

All fabrications,

All daydreams

All happy memories,

Are burned into flames.

Yes, it's because...

"It was his fault."