But... It Still Hurts

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I felt my heart sank
Down to the inner of my stomach
When you actually started to forget
The things I still remember.

I felt myself drowning
In our "ocean of love"
When I thought the person who would save me
Never cared about me at all

I felt the raindrops on my skin
The same way my tears felt when they fall
Where's the rainbow?
I couldn't find it.

You hurt me in so many ways
Pained me to the point where I couldn't feel pain anymore
But when I realized, and look back to the memories we shared
The pain inside me just grew and grew.

It was never gone.
It keeps growing,
I tried to feel numb, to feel nothing at all
But.. it still hurts.

It hurts to see you're starting anew
It's a misery seeing you happy without me
Sometimes I think maybe you are hurt too
But then, no. Because you don't even have feelings.

Teach me how to forget you
Teach me how to survive
Because I'm running out of breath,
Running out of place in your life.

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