Being Rogue

Chapter 16

Hazel’s P.O.V

I ran off feeling people try to use the bond to contact me. I wouldn’t allow it though. I was keeping my walls up. I was too hurt to care what they wanted. It too me twenty minutes to get to the private part of the beach and climb into one of the caves that I came to. It was a little high up so you had to climb to get there. I went to the back of the cave, shifted, then sat down with my knees pulled into my chest and cried. Those heart breaking words were still loud and clear in my mind. I bet he had gone off with Mindy and her minions. Or had taken Mindy off, unaffected by my behaviour, and shagged her like the man - whore he was. The thought of it made me cry harder. Why did I have to go through this? Why me? What had I done to make the wolf spirits have to hurt me so much? I had waited for him to realised what I was to him for years like a good girl, and still I had to get hurt. I knew that if Tyrone had stuck around, Alexis would probably be giving him hell. Serves him right I guess. Thing was, I was still in love with him.

I stayed sitting in the cave crying for a while until I calmed down. The tears had stopped running but the pain was still there. There was some noise outside that made go still. I heard a growl so I immediately shifted back into my wolf. What was out there? I crouched down ready to pounce on anything that came in here, and just waited quietly. I waited for a while and just as I thought that I’d imagined the growl, a beautiful dark brown wolf padded into the cave. I sniffed the air and went still where as my heart started going crazy in my chest. That beautiful brown wolf was Tyrone. I looked frantically for an escape, but the only one I saw was past him. I shrank back against the back of the cave whimpering as he came closer to me. I felt him trying to get into my mind but I kept up my walls. The more and more he tried, and the closer he got to me, it became hard to keep him out so I gave up. He stopped right in front of me, a few inches between our noses that would probably soon be gone.

‘Why didn’t you tell me? That we were mates I mean.’

He asked quietly.

‘Haven’t you met your self? You wouldn’t listen. You’d think that I was after a quickie in the schools closet or something.’

I snapped. He winced at my words but otherwise accepted them. ‘Is that what I’m going to be now? Is that all I’ll ever be? Act like you care for me because you’re my mate but as soon as you get me you’ll go off with Mindy again and laugh at me with her and her minions.’ I cried. ‘I’ve been picked on and hurt by those girls, and yesterday with you sitting there watching made it hurt even more.’ I knew that was cutting anything that he wanted to say off, but I was hurting and needed for him to see that clearly. ‘I mean, what if we get together? How do I know that you’ll stay with me? How do I know that you wont get with Mindy behind my back? How do I know you care? How - ‘

‘Enough!’ He yelled. ‘Yes I’ve been stupid, yes I’m with Mindy, and yes I sat back and watched. I was getting all these signs but I was confused as to what they meant. I knew of mates but my mum died before I could find out how to recognise them. Is that what you wanted to hear? That my mum died before I could find anything out? Well? Is it!?” I shrank back into the caves even more stunned. His mum was dead? He’d had to grow up with just his dad?‘I - I’m sorry.’ I stuttered scared. His eyes were black in anger and his teeth were showing slightly. I - I sh - should’ve let you e - explain f - first. D - don’t hurt me.’ I whimpered. I turned my head away slightly too scared to look at him right now. Minutes passed and all there was in the cave was a stilled silence. I felt something rub the side of my neck and I looked to see that it was Tyrone.

‘I’m sorry Hazel. I didn’t mean to scare you. Please forgive me. I would never hurt you.’

He begged softly. I looked at his eyes and saw that they weren’t black anymore but now a soft dark green. I rubbed my face against his and felt him lick my cheek.

‘I forgive you. Just don’t ever hurt me like that again.’

‘I promise. I’ll have to end things with Mindy first before I start a relationship with you.’

He told me softly but as he said Mindy’s name there was a sudden sharpness in his voice. I was glad that we had sorted everything out. Now I had a true mate, not one that I had to wait for any longer. My long life had just got better.

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Awww cuutee...... he finally understood it :) YAY!!!! happydays happydays :D haha next chap will come wen i can get to it, comment, vote, fan <3 xx