It's Now Or Never: Book Two

Drop Dead Gorgeous: Part Two

July 13, 2016

1:46am

Thirteen hours after the death of Amber Regina Santana...

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Kastynn

Pissed off was not the word to describe how I felt. Hurt...what the fuck does that mean to me right now? My feelings? Doesn't seem like I have any...especially if this bitch thought it was a-oh-muthafucking-kay to hurt the ones I care for deeper than the soul of my own body.

I did grow a friendship with Amber, even though I ignored her for a long time. Which I really regret doing now.

I had to pay my respects to Carlos, Robyn, and the rest of their family. Riah the most, she was tore up badly about it. I even cried with her, it hurt just that bad. She's gone and is never coming back.

Not ONLY did Emerald have the balls to show up at an event I was hosting, on my birthday, and wreck shit up, but she also killed someone who was supposed to be her "best friend", and my fiancé and cousin.

She has some gah' damn nerve if she even THINKS I'm about to let this go. She got me t-totally fucked up.

One is in the morgue, the other two are in the hospital, by her!

My heart is aching even harder as I sit still on Krissy's living room couch, staring off into midair as the thoughts and anticipation of wanting to murk Emerald's skinny bones loose, race through my head violently attacking my character. The horrid, mental shake won't let me loose.

I seriously want to stab her in the neck and snatch her eyeballs from their sockets. Then cook them and stuff them in her mouth. Two balls in her mouth are like heaven to her.

The tapping of my leg onto the hard marble floors is the only thing that can be heard throughout the entire room.

Krissy wasn't here with me right now. She went to take Netty back home, not to mention the terrible way she showed her ass at the hospital. Crying and screaming because Kris is in a coma. I'm the one who's supposed to be hysterical as hell right now, I just couldn't understand why she put on such a show.

She just wanted attention in my eyes, because no one even dared to comfort her, especially Miss Tesia. She just stared at her like 'is she serious right now?' and I wanted to answer her so bad, but I didn't have the right words.

My fiancé is in a damn coma for whoever knows how long. There's no possible way he's coming out of it no time soon, according to the doctor.

I just pray he does wake up and comes home to me and the rest of the family. We need him, and lord knows I do the most.

That's my other half, no doubt. I love him dearly, I'm still in love with him no doubt.

Emerald will suffer for what she did. Thank God that Kiki is still alive, she took a bad beating, and apparently Emerald had gotten the best of her with a pair of brass knuckles. That's what weak bitches do. Use weapons instead of their bare fists. Don't worry, I'll be using mine.

Keys jingle and the door knob twists. The front door opens and Krissy steps inside, holding a bag of food from Popeyes.

I hop up from my spot and grab the bag from her, then head into her spacious kitchen. I was terribly hungry, and I had not eaten since one o'clock, and it is now two in the morning.