lonely; prequel for alone

Chapter 10

"Why did you decide to tell me now?" I look at Calum sitting across the table in front of me.

"I was going to wait till homecoming, but I didn't want to ruin your night. I thought that telling you sooner would be easier, maybe we could plan to do something on homecoming night, since everyone will be there. Wesley will even be there." When I heard Wesley's name I instantly got excited, I miss him.

"What did you do with Wesley anyway?" 

"We sent him to America for a little while, he had work to do, along with Bella, they've been partners forever."

Forever? I'm starting to think that these people aren't who they say they are. Are they really the age of highschoolers? Am I really the age of a highschooler? I'm really starting to wonder, is anything really the truth? What if I can't trust Calum, or Luke, or even Wesley? I mean, everyone has kept this secret from me for so long, can I really trust anyone? I'm starting to feel like I can only trust myself, can I really even trust myself? Now that I know how important I really am, I'm stressed that if I make the wrong decision I could be the reason millions of people die. 

"Oh... how old is Wes, and Michael, and Luke, and everyone else for that  matter." I look at him and he sighs.

"I knew question would come up, I'm 19, Wes is 22, Mikey is going to be 20 in a week, and Luke is 19 as well." They all lied about their age, well, not Luke. I never knew his age.

"You're 19? I mean, I'm not mad, it's just one year older than you said you were so that doesn't matter. Wes, he's 22 he's been my best friend since i was 14, that made him... 20!! Oh my gosh!" I can't believe my best friend is 6 years older than me. 

"I'm sorry, you should've known when you were 13 but no one would let me tell you. I know I told you that I run this show, but I don't, I'm just in charge of getting you back. I was sent out here when I was 3, I've lived here with my family since then, we all moved here."

"You weren't born in America though. I know that as a fact, I don't know how I know that, but I know that. " 

"Memories... You have one of the best memories ever, I'm sure that if you really thought about it, you'd be able to remember a little bit about America." America? Really?

I want to focus on America, I really do, but I don't know how. I'm trying to think, I'm thinking so hard that my head is hurting, all I'm seeing is... A room, a very big room, with lots of people and lots of computers. The room is all white and there's a bunch of words I don't understand on the computer. Everyone is speaking English, but I don't understand what they are saying, I feel small, I'm looking up at everyone, Wes? He's small, that's the last I remember.

"I remember." I open my eyes and I'm in my bed, it was a dream.

Everything in that dream, was real. I know everything, well not everything, but I know a lot of fucking stuff. Fucking? Since when do I curse? Who cares? I'm so tired of caring about everything, honestly if I'm going to help Calum then I need to grow some balls and get my shit together. Why didn't I ever curse before? Was it because I was scared, because it's not lady like, because cursing is bad? I don't care, all I know is it's fun and it makes me feel powerful. Fuck! I like the way that sounds, even though I said it in my head. I'm still trying to decide if I want to drop out school, since it's pretty much pointless, I'm a genius for Christ's sake. I guess I should probably get ready, since I'm just standing in front of the closet. I think I'll try wearing something different today, something that'll get me in trouble. I grab a gray cropped halter than Kim left one time, a pair of my high waist pants, and to top it off I put on my push bra, god knows I need it.

I walk down stairs, and Calum is there waiting for me. I'm guessing Ashton is already gone, doing something, he's most likely not at school, he's been ditching lately, probably because he's too old for high school. I look up and Calum's eyes are wide and he looks like he might need a glass of water.

"You okay..." I smirk and he clears his throat.

"Y-Yeah I'm cool." I shake my head "Ready to go to school?"

"I think you have some business to take care of..."I glance down at the crotch area of his pants and they look a little tight.

"Nope, I'm good." He opens the door and I walk out, with Calum behind me.

I feel as if maybe I shouldn't be doing this, I mean I'm still Leah, right? Was my name always Leah, no. It wasn't, I know that as a fact, but what was it? I don't want to ask Cal, I don't think he'd tell me. I know it started with an 'A' I just don't know.

"What is my name?" I look at Cal, who is driving the car.

"Alex." He says, still focused on the road.

"Really? Wow. I like that name, it suits me." I sit up and decide I don't wanna go to school. "Let's just get this over with."

"Get what over with?" He glances at me.

"I'm going to drop out, what's the point in staying, if I don't need to. The faster we do this, the faster we can take down Ash." I look over at him and he sighs, then nods.

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We enter the warehouse and see Michael sitting there. He is sitting at a table, in front of a computer, deep in thought. I walk over and stand behind him, looking at the computer. He's trying to hack into Ashton's computer, and he's having trouble. I reach my arms over his shoulders and start to type, after 45 seconds I'm in. They both look at me in shock and I just shrug. Michael stands up and the moment he sees me, his eyes widen and he gulps.

"Well shit Leah, you look... uhm nice today." I smile and sit at the chair.

"What are you looking for in there?" I look around the software and find a lot of stuff.

"I'm trying to access the camera," I nod and start typing. "I've been hacking for years, I can't get in, I doubt you can-" I cut him off.

"Did it." I get up and trade spots with Michael.

"Alright guys, I'm going to go get some stuff we need, don't do anything stupid." Calum says as he goes to leave.

"Can you get like a plant or a frame or something, this place is to empty." I yell as he gets to the door.

"Yeah, yeah, yeah." He shrugs off my comment as the door closes.

Mikey stands up and starts pacing.

"Mike? What's up?" I grab his arm and make him look at me.

"It's Luke, he went to America," I shake my head, confused. "Without Cal's permission , Cal is going to kill him." I smile lightly and tell Michael to calm down.

"It's okay," I pull Mike in for a hug, I rub his back to try and calm him down. "Cal isn't going to kill anyone, without my permission, and I don't permit him to kill Luke." I look up at Michael and before I know it, his lips are on mine.

At first I was shocked, but then, I kissed back. I felt something when he attached our lips, I don't know what though. I wrapped my arms around his neck, while one of his hands held my cheek, and the other is resting at the small of my back. He slides his tongue across my bottom lip and I gasp, he takes that chance and slides his tongue in my mouth. Our mouths mold together and our moans are synchronized. He puts both his hands on the back of my thighs and tells me to jump, I obliged. He slammed me against the wall, causing me to groan in pain and pleasure, as he ran his hands down the bottom of my thighs. I run my hands through his hair, and my legs wrapped firmly around his waist. After at least 5 minutes we both pull away, before anything gets really heated and we are gasping for air. Michael looks me in the eyes, he then cups my cheek in his left hand, while running his thumb across my bottom lip.

"I'm sorry." I say, barely above a whisper.

"We'll  finish this later." Michael says, then lets me down and walks away, leaving me there, very confused.

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SO THAT WAS AS FAR AS I WILL GET SMUT WISE RN I WAS GONNA HAVE HER SUCK DICK BUT SHE'S TO INNOCENT FOR THAT RN SO... YEAH THAT'S ALL AHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHAA WHAT ABOUT CALUM???????? WHO KNOWS?????