hello :)
So its a chapter for this update, for the next one I might do flashback. Depends on what you guys want.
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Bright lights in the skyline, won't let me lose my way
'Cause I know somehow something's gonna change
and here's chapter 5
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*Liam's POV*
"Why can't you just trust me for once?" Harry yelled, as he stuffed his phone into his pocket.
"I do trust you! I just want to know why you come home after 3 whole days. Where the fuck were you?" I cried, my face covered in salty tears as I huddled into a corner of our room.
We were going fine for the first 2 days, we both were doing better than before but than out of no where Harry decides to ruin it. 3 nights, I had stayed up waiting for him, hoping that he would have been stuck in some important stuff, hoping that he was okay, hoping that he wasn't dead.
And then he turns up, acting as distant as ever, texting rapidly on his phone, ignoring me.
"Harry, where were you?" I repeated myself, as breathing became harder for me, more tears streaming down my face.
"It's not your problem" He muttered, looking anywhere but me.
"Not my problem? Harry, I was the one that had to stay up every night, had to check the door every single minute hoping that you would turn up and just tell me why you disappeared out of nowhere" I spoke, my eyes burning into him as he still ignored me.
"I didn't ask you to worry about me" Harry hissed, finally looking up and I never felt more vulnerable before, I never felt so weak and pained under Harry's stare before. It was as if there was this whole unknown person staring at me, the person I didn't know at all.
"What happened to you?" I whispered
"Nothing, I am the same as before, your fault for not noticing that" Harry said.
"No you are not. You are not the Harry I fell in love with, you are not the Harry that made me believe in love, you are not the Harry I know. I don't know you anymore, I have no idea who you are anymore" I stated, my heart twisting painfully with every word I spoke.
"Lia-"
"And you know what I think? I think we need a break, a proper one. I don't think I can drag this along anymore, we need to sort ourselves out, Harry" I spoke, my eyes watching Harry silently just hoping that he would magically turn back into my Harry.
I didn't want to do this, I didn't want this at all. I wanted to stay here with Harry, in his arms but he was making it impossible for me to stay here. I needed answers, I needed time and most of all I needed Harry to just stop with whatever he was doing because he was hurting me, hurting me really bad.
"Please" Harry whispered, his face slowly turning vulnerable, his eyes softening up and his whole posture had a more gently look to it now.
"I am sorry" I said quietly, there was no going back now. We both needed this, it was for our own good.
"No you can't. I am not letting you go. I am sorry" Harry pleaded and he walked towards me but kept his distance when he neared me.
"You said that before.You said that before so many times, Harry, but I don't think you ever mean it" I chuckled foolishly.
"I mean it Liam, I mean every sorry I say to you. I really do bu-"
"But what Harry? You can't help but be an asshole? You can't help but ruin every happiness in my life? I am sick of it!" I yelled, the anger that I had tried to keep locked some how had freed it self.
I waited for Harry to say something but all he did was grab me by my waist and pull me close to him, his arm holding me tighter than ever as I held my breath waiting for his next move. I just wanted to melt right then and there, in Harry's arms.
No words came next, just his mouth landing against mine and my mind blanking out as our lips moved gently against each other as if this was our last kiss and we were savouring each other's touch. It was amazing and I would be smiling if it wasn't for the situation.
"Harry please don't make this hard" I whimpered as I placed my hand on his cheek, pushing him back and away from my lips.
"I love you" Was all he said, making my heart beat faster than normal, my eyes searching his for something I didn't know.
"I know" I whispered. "But I can't do this Harry. I am sorry"
"Don't leave me"
"I'll be back I promise. I will just be staying at Louis' for a while" I said as Harry let go off me, slowly nodding.
"You'll be back right?"
"Promise"
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gosh this story is too sad :/
but hope that was good :)
NEXT UPDATE: Flashback or Chapter???????????????
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Bright lights in the skyline, won't let me lose my way
'Cause I know somehow something's gonna change
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