Complicity

Part 37

The next morning

I woke up my a really bad headache and also a really bad sting in my down stairs I groaned rolling over to see an unfamiliar room

I sat up realising I was naked I gasped "well good morning" a raspy voice said beside me

I jumped out of bed grabbing a t-shirt throwing it over my naked body the smell of mint hitting me...Harry

Memories of last night flooded into my head I covered my face and began to cry a little

"What wrong" Harry said sitting up

"What's wrong! im naked in your bed with a fucking really bad pain in my you know where there's fucking blood on the bed and I have some memories" I sobbed

"Oh" Harry said furrowing his eye brows

"Oh really Harry" I shouted "for fuck sake I was drunk you don't drink, my virginity was for someone special not you, you've basically took advantage of me"

Guilt hit his face "did you use a condom" I said my tears stopping but soon beginning again when his face dropped

I bit on my clenched fist sobbing, Harry wrapped a robe around his body running over to me and hugging me "babe I pulled out but please just check just incase yeh" he said as I looked up at him

"Oh I'm so glad everything's ok now" I sarcasticly shouted turning to the mirror

My make up was still on only a tiny bit of black under my eyes (urban decay girls it's amazing) my hair was a mess... And there were several hickys on my neck

I looked at Harry to see the exact same on his "shit" I screamed hitting his chest "shit shit shit"

I slid down the wall behind me kicking the chair infront "Aaliyah calm down" Harry half smiled

"Fucking calm down, calm down are you kidding me Harry Liam is going to find out my foundation isn't that good"

"Don't worry ally I know a few people who can get us some high end stuff that covers anything just please promise me this will stay a secret" he said crouching down

"Oh yeh that will be right fuck me take my virginity and then keep it a secret and go on fuck 20 other girls tonight my family were right I should have stayed away from you, fuck you Harry" I shouted picking up my clothes and underwear of the floor going to the door

"You need this, your rooms right next door 429" he said

I took the keys opening his door "oh and Aaliyah about you saying go fuck my self I don't need to done it to you instead" he shouted annoyance in his voice

I slammed the door shut going into my room "fuck" I screamed kicking the wall before sliding down it looking in the mirror infront of me now I look a mess

"Ally you awake" liams voice shouted through the door followed by a few knocks

"Yeh Liam im actually naked just about to go in the shower" I fake laughed

"OK be ready in an hour" he said walked

I heard his presence leave and let the tears fall down again I new this was a bad idea the door opened and felicite walked in

"What happened to you" she said closing the door and running over to me

"How did you get in" I sobbed

"I kind of pass for Aaliyah Payne I don't know now answer my question" she said whiping my eyes with her thumb

I sobbed harder moving my hair out of the way to show the marks her eyes opened "Harry" she whispered looking at my top "what happened"

"I.. I don't know, I remember him carrying me over here because I was drunk and he dosnt drink so and then things got heated I swear my head was telling me to leave but my body just wasn't listening and one thing lead to another and I woke up naked in his bed with a pain below around blood sheets" I cried as she hugged

"I'm so fucking pissed with him, he used protection tho didn't he" she nervously laughed

I cried harder "he said he pulled out but I have to check"

"Right I will get my foundation I got off lottie it's a really heaving coverage she used it to cover her ex boyfriend name but now their back together so and also I will go get pregnancy tests open the door maybe have a shower while I'm gone it might make you feel better I will be 10 minutes I will take the key incase" she said helping me up

"Felicity you are 15 you will not go and get me pregnancy tests, if anyone sees Louis will fucking kill you"

"Joys of having an older sister darl" she winked

I loved Lis loads she's became like a sister to me and I don't know what I would do without her I would probably go insane

I took her advice and went in the shower washing myself over and over again but I mean I know I was drunk but if I really didn't want it to happen I would have left drunk or not

I wanted to disagree with myself but I couldn't I love Harry well loved actually no love wait no... Ah I don't know it's confusing

Part of me was so happy my first was happy and upset I was drunk to really feel it but then another part of me is disgusted he would have sex with me while I was drunk

I really don't know what to do....

So what do you think was Harry wrong to have sex with her while she was drunk and do you think Aaliyah is right and if she really didn't want it she would have left or said no drunk or not

I'm a little unsure which is going to make my writing a lot harder

Kisses xxx