Complicity

Part 49

"Morning" I said to Liam "well afternoon"

"Shhh ally and close the thingys" he said pointing to the curtains

"You shouldn't have drank last night then should you" I said standing up

"Speaking of last night I know I was mortal drunk but I can't remember seeing you"

"Oh something came up with Ermm Emily so I had to leave sorry"

"Ok, could you get me some orange juice and strawberrys please" he groaned

"Guess so" I laughed

I poured the juice into a cup and cut the strawberries into 4 bits when I got a text from Lis

*im so sorry hope your alright, don't know what Harry sees in the stupid bitch*

It kind of hit me then that the boy who I was having sex with 3 months ago was getting married to someone different

I text her back saying *its fine guess I will have to learn with it as long as I don't have to go to the stupid wedding. I hate that she's fucking gorgeous to* before taking the things into Liam

"You need to start looking for outfits for this wedding" he said drinking the liquid

"I'm not going" I scoffed

"But I thought you and Harry were close" he asked

"Liam there's som-" I started before stopping myself "I was joking I will go out tomorrow since I'm not at work"

"Ok thank you for this by the way" he said looking at the fruit

"It's fine where's kaymee"

"She got up really early to do her gym stuff and also went to visit her mother"

"She was more drunk than you last night" I laughed

"She was also more smarter and drank a full carton of orange juice" he winked

"Whatever"

I walked up stairs and tidied away my dressing table as it was a mess off last night

Why is life so complicated, I put my make up brushes back in the pot that stood next to the photo of us all when we Went to New York

I smiled at it before lying it down that trip means a lot and also has a lot of memories but they are memories I would rather forget

Harry showed me that memories were worth keeping but why would I want to keep something that ripped my heart open every time I thought of it

It's like the memories are on a piece on paper in my heart and every time I think of them it paper cuts it

I grabbed a towel and got in the shower it's my day off I'm not spending it in the house all day

When I was ready I got my keys and got in my car, my plans were to get a coffee and maybe window shop a little bit, maybe find something to wear for this wedding so I don't have to do it tomorrow

I drove to the closest shopping centre and went into A small cafe first grabbing my usual "hello Aaliyah I haven't saw you in a while" the older woman that stood behind the till smiled

"Hello Mrs H" I smiled

"Do you want your usual dear" she smiled back and I nodded

"So where's your little stunner you were in here with last"

"Who Harry? He's getting married Mrs H" I said trying not to cry

"Married? But I don't see a ring on your finger" she said handing me my coffee wow this conversation is hard

"Yeh I know he's not getting married to me, I would love to talk all day but I have work thingys to do" I lied, I felt terrible about lying to her but I couldn't talk about Harry much longer

She looked down at my leggings and jumper confused "you do know your always welcome to work here on your days off"

"I will consider it" I smiled before waking out the door

I walked into the make up part of the shopping centre getting a few bits I was running low on like powder wow i use so much of that stuff

Next I walked past a hair salon my hair was still on the short side but hey maybe a little colour

"Hello erm I would like my hair dyed" I smiled

"Afternoon, yeh sure do you know what colour"
The girl smiled from behind the counter

"Like dirty blonde" I shrugged

"Yep sure, it's a very different colour to that lovely dark brown hair you have so we will have to do highlights, if you can just go sit in that chair and I will get Hannah to come straight over"

2 hours later and I look totally different it was so stunning, I guess break ups do change people