"WHAT THE HELL STYLES?!" I shout at my once loyal boyfriend who I just caught having sex with his ex girlfriend.
"It was a mistake! I'm s-sorry, love. I-I just had too m-much to drink."
I could tell he was drunk from the strong smell of alcohol on his breath.
"But why would you do this to me?! I thought you were loyal! I can't believe you're that fucking stupid! Just get out of my face, I don't wanna talk to you!"
I yell, screaming my lungs out at him while a tear runs down my face. He looked at me as his face went from guilt to anger.
"You thought I was loyal! Really?! You fucking know I am! It was a big fucking mistake! God, Sam, you're so over dramatic. It was just one time, it's not like she's a regular thing! And you want me to get out of your face? Okay, I will! And I'll fucking stay out of your face for the rest of my life 'cause I'm not coming back!"
He turned around & walked out the bedroom door. His footsteps echoed around the house as he stomped down the stairs.
I started to chase after him & grabbed ahold of his forearm, turning him to face me.
"Harry, I'm sorry. I shouldn't be that dramatic. Please don't leave. Please, I'm begging you!" I say as tears start streaming down my face.
"Too late, I can see you can't trust me anymore. Why should you have me?"
He pulled his arm away from me & opened the front door. He walked out into the pouring rain & slammed it behind him.
I could see the headlights from his car turn on & heard him drive off. I stood in silence until I couldn't handle it anymore.
All these fights were tarring me to bits. This was the first time it was caused by Harry. I was too dramatic & started every single fight made. The guilt kept building up inside me & I had to do what I had to do.
I slowly made my way to the hall bathroom. I stepped in & stood on my tippy toes, reaching above the door frame for a key that had been hidden there since Harry & I had moved in.
I grasped onto it & walked to the sink. I put the key into a small opening that Harry thought was only for show. I turned the key & opened to see what I've hidden from him since we were together.
I grabbed onto one of the razor blades as more tears stained my cheeks. I began to slash my wrists.
Every time the blade went deeper & deeper into my skin. Blood ran down both my arms as the stinging pain increased. The pain was unbearable but I deserved it for being such a bitch to Harry these last years.
I kept making my way up my arms, cutting deeper & deeper until I fell to the floor & the whole world turned black.
***
"Sam? Oh my gosh! What happened to you?! What did you do?!" I heard a familiar voice but couldn't make out who it was.
My eyes opened a crack & my vision was blurry.
"Louis, did you find her?" Another familiar voice asks.
I hear footsteps coming in my direction. I blinked my eyes a few times as my vision was coming back.
I could see Louis on my left, Niall on my right, Zayn standing behind me, & Liam in front of me. All four Harry's bests friends.
Louis looked down at the marks on my arm & looked to Niall. Niall stood up & grabbed a cloth from the cabinet.
