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I sat on the tiled bathroom floor in the small hotel bathroom. Tears streamed down my face like a waterfall, ruining my make up. I combed my fingers through my hair & let out a soft cry.
This couldn't have been happening to me. This would change not only my life but Louis'. It'd also hurt his relationship with El & I'd never intend to ruin that.
This had to of been some mistake or something. I couldn't keep this like it is, people would find out eventually if I tried to keep it as a secret.
Management would kill me over this just for a natural step in life because I'm getting in the way of Louis rising to the top.
What was I going to do?
Louis would help out, hopefully. I mean he's a sweetheart, he wouldn't say no.
But what if he did? What if he just tried to block me out of his way? How could I live with that?
This killed my insides. I felt like shit & wasn't sure if it was just because of the incident or because I can't get it out of my head.
But I truly loved Louis & everything about him. I just have no clue what I'll do if he denies me.
The worst part is that I was just another fan he pulled out of the crowd. We never knew it'd turn out like this in any way. We were always protected except for two times but I still couldn't believe that this could happen so quick.
I knew it had to be Louis'. It couldn't be anyone else's. Louis was my one & only. He was the first guy to ever say he'd love me & actually mean it.
He took away my purity & hasn't changed his feelings for me since. I can still remember every feeling from his gentle touches. His fingers gently gliding along my skin, exploring my body in every way.
His voice lingering in my head when he whispered sweet nothing's into my hear.
I couldn't take it anymore, I had to tell him. I made sure I didn't sound like a heaving whale anymore so he wouldn't jump to conclusions.
I picked up my phone from off the floor & tapped on Louis' name in my contacts. I held the phone up to my ear as it started to ring.
Someone picked up on the other end & it wasn't Louis.
"Hello?" A female voice asked.
"Um, is Louis there?" I asked still wondering who this was.
"Yes, one sec."
I could partially hear her conversation with a familiar voice. I could tell she was mad that another female was calling & I knew from that that it was Eleanor.
The man calmed her down & said that it was probably just a friend. I could hear him take the phone from her & walk to another room when I heard a door close.
"Becca?" He asked unsure.
"Lou, I need to tell you something."
"What is it, baby?"
I could feel a tear stream down my face as the words couldn't make their way out of my mouth.
"Becca, is everything okay?"
"N-no." I said, my voice cracking.
"What's wrong? You can tell me anything."
I choked on my words as I finally said, "L-Lou, I-I'm pregnant."
"Are you serious?"
I nodded my head, more tears streaming down my face as I said into the phone, "Yes, I-I don't know what to do."
