Blood Moon (book 2 in Edward's sister series)

16. Tears

After 3 day they untied me, but my mind took over and I killed again. Then I was tied up for another 5 days, I never thought my thirst would stop and it didn't look good for me or any human in a 5 mile radius.

After 28 days I was let out, I was worried I was going to kill Renesmae. I stayed in my room most of the time half a shamed of what I did, half a shamed that part of me liked it, the blood oozing out of their veins. It took every sane part of me to not hunt the rest of Folks. I felt kind of crazy right now, and it didn't make me feel better that Anthony is the one who started that fire and he's acting like he did me a favor.

"Need another blood bag?" Edward asked walking in.

"I'm good, but thanks." I answered.

"Everyone falls of the bloody wagon." He smiled.

"I was never on the bloody wagon. I never drank animal blood, it makes me sick." I said not looking at him.

"But you never killed anyone this year," He stated.

"That makes me feel so much better," I said sarcastically.

"Well it should, Anthony hasn't been here in a few hours, did you want me to go look for him in case his hunting in Folks?" Edward asked sitting down on the floor beside me.

"I don't care what he does anymore, he can do whatever the hell he wants to do. If he kills someone he better hope I don't care about them or he's out for good. And he think just because I love him he can do what ever he wants. Like if he's going to kill half the worlds population I don't car-," Edward cut me off,

"What did you just say?!" He asked half smiling.

"That if he's going to kill half the worl-" He cut me off again.

"No before that, you still Love him?!" He smiled.

"I think your missing the ed, as in loved, on the end of that," nervously laughed.

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I couldn't help thinking that it was my fault Seth is now dead, their pack is losing member by member, next who will it be, Embry? Jacob? Leah? I couldn't bare to see any of them die, even though if Jacob asks I will never admit it to him.

"What are you doing up?" Bella asked smiling at me.

"I can fall asleep, not with all that's been going on. Everyone around me is dying and usually it's my fault that they're dead." I said looking down to the floor.

"At least they all loved you, I think anyone who's every met you loves you even if they don't really want to admit that." Bella laughed sitting beside me.

"What like Edward the one who wanted me dead before I even stepped foot on his land, or like Jacob who would've torn me apart it I hurt anyone."

"And like Seth who got over the fact that you didn't love him the way he loved you," Bella stated.

A tear rolled down my check, "I treated him so horribly and now he's gone."

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Sorry really short

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