Thug's Diary: part2

Chapter 8 "me or the game?"

( next day )

Lala's pov

I woke up and felt Toren slide in the bed with me. I pretended that i was sleep. God last night was ruff. How was i gonna tell him i wanted space or i know about Ashley and the baby?

He already said it looked as if i had something bugging me. I kept blowing it off. Honestly i didnt wanna say one fucking word to him. But this morning i was gonna tell him. I rolled over and looked him into the eyes.

I shoke him softly and called his name to wake him up. He opened his eyes and yawned.

me: wake up, i have something to tell you.

Toren: now you wanna talk ?

me: Listen. you- you left your phone in Chris truck and i found it. Ashley called... she said call her back and something about your daughter.

Toren: baby, i can explain.

me: yeah explain to me how you keep something this huge from me for two years!! You already have one child. Now you got a bitch pregnant two years ago!

toren: Look i was gonna tell you but i was scared. She might not be mine anyway.

me: thats the same thing you said about Madison. But answer me this, is this a different girl ?

toren: yea.. Her name Ashley Monica Bell.

me: i hate you. Im tired of you lying to me. If you loved me like you say you do, you wouldnt lie to me. Im leaving, we need seperation.

I jumped up from the bed and started putting my clothes in a duffle bag. He followed behind me yelling in only his boxers.

Toren: what ? no, you got it wrong. I lie to you because i love you.

me: tell that to someone who's stupid enough to believe you.

I conitued to pack. I was serious about this. I just needed seperation. Toren has things fucked up.

I finished packing and grabbed the keys to my car. I got in and got ready to push the start button but Toren stopped me.

toren: your pregnant with my child. Your really doing this ?

me: ill be back when you become a man and know what you want. Me and your baby or the game abd these hoes. I hope the lying, cheating, a game is worth losing everything.

I bagged out and left. I wanted to call Quan. He answered on the second ring.

Quan: hey lala, whats good?

me: well i officially broke up with my boyfriend. Ill be staying with my aunt until i get back right & shake back.

Quan: oh well how about we spend some time together. Ill pick you up.

me: okay, ill be in Oakland on 2nd street. Its the third house to the right.

( i made the street up )

Quan: okay. Call me and ill be on my way there

*end of conversation*

10 minutes later i pulled up to my aunt house. I got out and Dede rushed into my arms.

dede: where your ass been?

me: curse again and your dead.

We walked inside and i yelled for aunt Cassidy. She greeted me with a welcoming hug.

cass: dede go check on the dog outside and let us talk.

dede left and we sat on the sofa. I put my bag at my feet. I knew she knew something was going on with Toren and I because of my bag.