Thug's Diary: part2

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Lola's POV

My entire family has been blowing my phone up. Gunna, Chris, Toren, Krit, Adin, Sam, Lele, Cassidy and more. But im happy with Pro. He treats me and my baby like family.

Layla LOVES Pro. They bonded better than i thought they would. I been going to see Lala really early in the morning so no one would catch me there. Soon ill face Gunna and tell him that its done but hes too crazy. Im scared to face him. But i have to get the rest of my things out of the house by tomorrow. *signs* I guess thats when ill tell him.

In the morning Pro, Layla and I are going to the hospital. I gotta see my sister. I been weak without her. Its crazy how much i miss her. I just wish she wakes up..

Pro interrupted my thoughts by his constant staring that i could feel from the side of my face.

me: What?

pro: whats got you in the clouds? Still worried about your ex?

me: yes but also my sister Lala. I hope she wakes up soon. I know Toren going through a lot.

pro: oh yeah. So what we gonna do?

me: after we leave the hospital we need to get the rest of our things out of the house.

pro: okay baby. We can do that. Now lets go to bed.

I cuddled in next to Pro and fell asleep on his chest. I felt so safe with him. Im starting to really fall for this guy.

Tonya's POV

Living in New York is great. I love it. I met two girls name Brandi and Klee thats gonna attend NYU too. Their pretty cool. We started hanging my third week here.

Their both from here so they know the area. They showed me a lot of new things. Parties, people and places. I even tried new things.

I smoked marijuana for the first time. Klee said that was for amateurs. She pulled out this white looking dust and snorted it up her nostril. I was shocked!!

me: what does it feel like?

brandi: its like 10 cups of coffee. Its just a rush. Try it

Klee held it out for me to grab it. I thought about saying no but it was only a one time thing. Its not like im gonna get addicted to it. So i tried it. It had my head spinning. It was the highest i ever got. I didnt do it again though. I went back to marijuana.

But i wanted a more intense high. It was like weed doesnt get me high anymore. So i did cocaine again. I started to like it. I just left the weed alone after awhile. I met new people and they turned me on to new things too.

I started shooting up. Lord, i instantly fell in love with the rush. It was the best thing ever. I started using every bit of money i had to get it. I said fuck school, i wanna get high. Im pretty sure i can get some job at Mcdonalds or something.

When i tried to stop, i got sick. My body couldnt take going without dope. I went from shooting three times a week to four times a day. Now i do it constantly. Its a MUST-HAVE for me now.

Toren sends me money for school but i just buy dope with it now or a meal. I barely worry about eating. After awhile i stop answering calls for everyone. I dont want anyone to know my business. Klee, Brandi and I are all we got. We keep eachother safe. They something like family to me now. We all live together with Brandi's boyfriend Mac.

If i cant get dope, i go take care of Mac and he gives me what i need. Same thing for Brandi and Klee. Mac helps us out if you know what i mean.