Thug's Diary: part2

Chapter 10 "life's a twisted place"

When we were together.

I held you down.

I gave you all of me.

But look at us now.

Thinking of all your excuses.

And they dont add up.

Now its so easy to see you dont deserve my love!

- Keyshia Cole

Toren's POV

I know i was wrong for slapping her but at the same time i was right. She reallt disresected me. She insulted me and called me a lil boy. I felt like she deserved what she got. But i could have controlled my actions.

Chris: yo fool. Wtf? you hitting women now, boy?

me: yo look. She disrespected me!

Chris: I dont give a fuck. You should know better than hitting her. How you felt when that guy was beating Tonya? you wanted to kill him! Thats somebody sister and daughter. Bruh. Idk, you way out of place.

me: Since you seem to care so damn much how about you cuff her. ima handle mines, you just worry about yours.

Chris: fuck you dude. Im out.

Gunna: Ge right dude. You out of place for slapping La.

Krit: shit, bro. They right. That wasnt cool. I think ima be out.

Adin: yea. Ill see yall around.

Sam: Me too. Check yall fools later.

Gunna: toren, go home and sleep. Think about what you did too..I got mad love and respect for my sis. I just....idk.

My boys really had me feeling bad. I should be feeling this way. I know i was dead wrong. Some anger took control of me though. Idk what was going through my head. I called and called but her phone was going to voicemail. I know i blew my chances now. Im the one to blame.

Lala's POV

I had over 15 hundred dollars on me. Its from savings and Toren. I had even more because of the cut i get for my mom and dad. So i was gucci

If your wondering where im going, its back to New Orleans. I wanted to be away from everyone. I know my family would miss me but its dor my own good. This time, im done with relationships for awhile.

It took hours to get back home but i was there. It felt great to smell my home again. I went back to Holygrove..The place i grew up in some of my life.

I saw the house where my aunt stayed at down the street. I didnt want anyone to anyone to know i was back in town. People would start asking questions. I was gonna miss Lele, Lola and Dede more than anyone. They were my LIFE. Fuck Toren.

But now, all i have is my baby. I had no where to sleep. I decided to stay at a hotel. Nothing nice just a regular old place. I ate Popeyes since i missed the original taste.

Only person i could turn to was Jordan. My ex that took care of me. I know we havent talked in about two years but i know he would be happy to hear from me.

I called his number and someone picked up.

me: hello, Jordan? Is this you?

jordan: yea, this me. Who this be?

me: lala. La'shawn Gorben. I need your help. I came back to the city alone and i need a place to stay. You think you can help me?

jordan: awh man lala. Roll over to my place. You can stay here as long as possible.