Thug's Diary: part2

Chapter 18"tables turning"

Lala POV

*four months later*

Ever heard someone say ...

"Cant play a player." or

"A player cant be played."

Well that sayings true. My cousins been put me on game about guys. I took what they taught me and used it. See, Toren been acting different the past four months. I have an idea whats up, i just need proof!

When he's gone he doesn't answer his phone, comes home late, and always hit me with that line "Im hangin with the homies tonight" or "Dont wait up, i got business to handle."

Does he think im stupid? I wont sit around any longer and let this shit slide. I was at the Salad Station with Lola and Lele chilling.

Toren called and said he might be home a little late.... So dont bother to wait up for him. My blood started to boil! I showed them the message and they didn't buy that bullshit either,

Me: I really wanna know if he has something going on. But i want proof.

Lola: Thats serious. What if he does? You wanna witness this?

Lele: Yeah, its better to leave it alone.

Me: I rather know than guess about it. This kind of stuff will drive me crazy!! I gotta find out. Lets go!!

We got up and got in the car.

Lele: Where are we goin?

Me: Home. Im wanna see where he's going. Hes still at the house.

Lola: Your gonna follow him?

Lele: How do you know hes there?

Me; Hell yes, im gonna follow him and he always go home and showers or something before he leaves. I know him too good!

In five minutes we were at the house. We parked and waited until we saw Toren pass in the truck. It was 8:36 so he couldn't see us. Toren passed us up and we let a couple cars get in front of us so he wouldn't notice use following him.

We followed him all the way into this hotel. Who the hell is he seeing here??? My heart was racing. I know its bad to not have trust in your partner but its also bad to hide things from your partner too.

Toren walked to the door and some girl greeted him with a kiss. I looked around the corner and watched as he walked inside. I went to the bathroom and messed around for about 10 minutes.

This way, if they were having sex i would catch him red handed! I walked out the bathroom and approached the door. I put my hand over the peep hole and knocked.

I heard a females voice say..

Female: Who is it?

Me: House keeping!

Female: Not now, sorry.

Me: Sorry ma'am, i cant hear you through the door.

Female: i said not no-

I looked through the crack of the door and saw Toren in the bed wrapped in the sheets. I hit her with the door and charged in. She was a mixed looking girl.. She looked familar.

I ran in and Toren jumped up with surprise.

Me: You lying son of a bitch!!

I through punches to his chest while he was grabbing me and trying to calm me down. My heart was broken in a million pieces.

I turned around and saw that bitch again. I grabbed her hair a jabbed her in the nose. She fell to the floor holding her face. I picked her up, punched her and kicked her in the stomach. She deserve what she got!

Toren: Lala!! Wtf?

Me: Yeah your right. What the fuck! What the fuck was i thinking when i fell for you? Shit.. You really had my ass goin'. Fuck you Toren.

I looked down at her curled up on the floor crying. I kicked her one last time. I walked out the room with tears falling from my eyes. Toren has really done it this time!

We just got back together four months ago and this is what he does to me? After all i done for his ass? Im tired of him stepping on my heart.

That night i stayed at aunt Cassidy house. The girls came over with me. The guys stayed too. We were all in the back yard playing dominos. Well, the guys were.

Me, Lele and Lola were watching and chilling. Aunt Cassidy called us three inside to see something. She had some type of look on her face like something wad wrong.

Cass: Sit down my babies

We sat down at the kitchen table. I looked at her hands and saw a piece of paper in her hand.

Lola: Whats going on?

Cass: I was going through you guys mom things and i found this letter. The date is the same day she died. Read this.

She handed Lele the paper and she started reading it out loud to us.

( the letter )

To my children, i knew for a fact that mommy did everything possible to give you girls a good life. I know its not right keeping things from you guys so i thought you should know and i wanted to be the first to tell you. Cassidy, is Lola's adopted mother. You girls know that. But Lola's my child. Yes i know you might hate me for not telling you. When she was born, times were hard. She was my first child and i couldn't handle having a baby at the time. Your father stayed angry at me for a very long time for giving her away but i knew he would find a way to forgive me. I just wanted you girls to know that Lola is your Blood sister. Take care of each other for me and your dad. Take care of yourself too. Don't forget whats important. When life hands you lemons, baby you better make lemonade. I love my four children more than you will ever know. By time any one reads this, ill be dead. Just stay strong for me. Take care of my baby Diego. He needs you girls.

Truly yours, mommy

With hugs and kisses..

Ps: go to p.o box 3528 downtown bank

Lele looked up at me, Cass, Lola, Diego and the guys. Everyone couldn't believe what we just had read. Mom had written a note right before she killed herself. When you think things cant get any worst, they always do. Fuck my life.

*hour later*

I caught a bus home. Packed my clothes and left. I didnt say a word to Toren. I knew he felt ashamed because he watched me as i packed. That bitch!

As i was putting my things in the car he grabbed my wrist then waist and pulled me to him.

Me: Get your fucking hands off me Toren. Its over! You got your wish. To be with these whores. Arent you happy? Stop waisting your time and my time Toren.

Tears covered my face. I couldn't even look him in the face. Toren had a good thing but he blew it!

Toren: Just hear me out though bae

Me: no, hear me out! Toren, when will you see that you really had something good. I put up with a lot of shit from you. Thats because i love you.

Toren: I know ma. Give me another chance. I wont fuck up again. Im sorry, Lala. I cant lose you. Your my world.

Me: Did you think about that when you were fucking her? Did you ever think i would catch you? You dont give a fuck about my feelings..