A Hobbit and A Dwarf

XIV : Battle Is Upon Us

I leave the hugging dwarves alone. Same like the two brothers, i have heard many stories about Erebor. Not all of those stories are true. I walk along the long corridor, ignoring some rooms that is filled with dead dwarves. I feel the walls and i can feel the life in it before Smaug came. With out realizing i have reach the main door again. Two arms wrap my body from behind. I turn so i can see him. There is still a little apple scent on his hair.

"What are you doing here?" He asks. "I've been looking for you."

"I was just walking around. I don't feel save near Thorin with these eyes."

"You still ha- forget it."

"No, you have the rights to know. I was just afraid that you will change. I don't know how but i am bind to a dark lord. Lord Elrond helped me with staying in the light while the spell is from Lady Galadriel. The spell was gone when we were at Beorn's. These eyes represent him, sometimes i would just stare blankly at something and being pulled to the dark. Like i see m-" He pulls me closer.

I didn't realize that i'm crying. I rub my eyes. I pull myself from the hug and smile. He gives me a warm smile. He leans in and kisses me. I kiss him back. We walk back to the others. On our way we meet with Thorin who tells us to go to the gates. He orders us to close the entrance with rocks. I look at Fìli, but he just sighs and get to work with the others. I guess i don't have much of a choice, i help with making the boulders smaller to carry. At one point Kìli says, "The people of Lake town have come here for help. They have lost..everything." He gets a glare and a bark from Thorin. What is wrong with him?!

"Thorin, he's right. One of them is willing to take us in. Then one of them killed Smaug, won't you at lea-"

"NO!" He cuts me off and barks at me.

This have gone too far. I hit the next rock too hard. I could just walk inside but i'm not in the mood to get lost. Fìli looks panic. Those mix feelings he shows in his eyes when i get in a fight. Is it caring? Love? While i think about it , it is already morning. We are not sleeping for a night. Fìli takes his axe and takes my hand. I don't want to go up there, but he looks very tired. I don't want to make things worse to him so i follow him up.

In the ruins of Dale an army of elves is already there. Bard comes on a horse. He wants to speak about Thorin's promise. Thorin denies to give the people of Lake Town what he promised. He says that we have reclaim it and we have to defend it now. When the others go inside and some to destroy the bridge to the gates. I stand there, not moving. What had happened? What sickness is this? He is not the Thorin i know. When the group have finished destroying the bridge i follow them go inside.

I help Fìli with the armors. Thorin gives Bilbo mithril, so beautiful. Then he secretly gives two to me so i can give it to the brothers later. I look down when he gave it to me, this is not a great moment for him to see my eyes. The others walk out from the armory. I'm about to follow them when Thorin calls my name. Uh oh.

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First thing first, i don't know why i drew that eye (picture) on my leg. Don't mind the yellow-orange thingy surrounding her eye, it's just like decoration. That's suppose to be her eye in her dream at Beorn's Hall. I have to prepare myself for whatever Thorin is going to do. See ya at the next chap!
Stay nerdy
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