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// Song Perference \\

~ J e t B l a c k H e a r t ~ (5SOS)

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** M i g h t B e A T r i g e r **

M A T T - "Let's forget who we are, and dive into the dark. As we burst into color. Returning to life."

"I can agree that we have been having a bad week. I can also agree that we need time to get ourselves together." He shook his head telling you what was in his mind. "I just don't want to go." You assured him that you still cared. "But it's for the best. We need time to ourselves. We need time to think about what we have done, and weather it can be fixed." He stumbled on his choice of words. "Well of corse but I think the best way to do that is to talk to one another. Not shove it off to the side and not mention it." You fought. "No." He said grabbing his things and leaving for the week.

- S H A W N - "I write with a poison pen. But these chemicals moving between us. Are the reason to start again."

"Shawn just stop already." You said crying and breaking down. "I can't imagine that you actually think this." He glared down at the ground not wanting to see you cry. "These lyrics are horrible. Do you really see things this way?" You asked hoping he would say no. He shook his head yes. "I'm not actually going to release it. I just wanted you to see it." He said grabbing the paper from your hands. "Well I saw it and I never want to see it again. Burn it do something but you can't go back to that." You said reassuring him that you where there. "It's not how I think now. It's how I did. I want you to see every point in my life. And this is a bad one." He pointed out.

- T A Y L O R - "But now that I'm broken. Now that you know it, caught up in a moment. Can you see inside?"

"Don't leave me." He yelled out. "Why Taylor? Give me one good excuse." You shouted in anger. "Because I would be lost without you." He said with a tear rolling down his cheek. "If you were fine before I found you, then you sure as hell will be fine without me." You said opening the door. "But I won't. You made me realize the man that I am, not the boy I was. You made me strong and look at the beauty in life rather than the motion that we call life. You helped shape me and I can't loose you. We both have so much more to do." He blurted before you could close the door. "Look Taylor you helped shape me to, but I have to go, I have to leave. I need to clear my head." With that you walked you the door.

- J A C K J - "Everybody's got their demons. Even wide awake or dreaming."

Jack just at there in the corner of the room silent. Not knowing what to say or do. He had just found you cutting. "I don't understand why you would do that." He said astonished. You slowly picked up your head. "To feel. Just a little." You gaped putting your arm under some warm water. Jack got up and helped you wash it. "But if you wanted to feel why don't you just go cliff diving or something. Not harm yourself." He said putting soap on it making it hurt. "It's not that type of feeling." You said trying to explain. "Well what type of feeling are you looking for? Because I can give you more than this." He proposed. "I want to make sure that everything in me wasn't numb anymore. That I could still have a chance."

- J A C K G - "Cause I've got a jet black heart. And there's a hurricane underneath it. Trying to keep us apart."

"I have told you before (Y/N) I can't feel everything like you do. So strong and sure." He explained. You looked at him with a look of desperate curiosity. "You feel things so deep. It effects you in every way. And no matter how hard I try I can't. Even if I feel things deeply, I can't express them like you. You make it seem so easy to tell someone how you feel and I'm stuck on I. And no matter how hard I try it comes out wrong and mixed up. Sometimes I worry. Like it's all going to come flying out and I'm going to hurt everyone I know. And with you being able to feel things unlike any other you will be dead inside and I won't know what to do with myself if I hurt you." You hugged him. "I understand compleatly. Something horrible had to happen to me before I could express myself. It's a blessing and a curse. But trust me there is nothing wrong with you. Your not evil nor weird."

- H A Y E S - "See a war I wanna fight it. See a match I wanna strike it. Every fire. I've ignited, faded to grey."

"You where everything to me. You still are (Y/N). Please don't give up now." He pleaded hoping to not loose you to this. "You act like you could careless Hayes. Quite frankly I believe it too." You say shaking your head at his excuses. "But you set a fire in me like no other. I have never felt something like that. I felt that fire glow... I can still feel it glow. I know it's there." He smiled thinking that everything would be okay after that line. "Hayes I think your feeling a false feeling of heat because all I can feel is ice." You said. "Well maybe it's a false feeling of ice. Because I can see the look in your eyes. You still love me." He smiled trying to hug you. You stumbled out of his reach. "Either way it's best to just stop before one of us gets hurt."

- N A S H - "The blood in my veins, is made up of mistakes."

"I just want you to have a better life. I don't want you to have to deal with this." He says crying. "I know I make tons of mistakes and I don't want you to have to live with them." He said cupping your face in his hands. "But I love you. I would do anything." You cried with him. "That's the problem. I am a failure to you. Every time you cry it's a reminder and even though I love you with everything I am, you deserve better and I don't want you to stay." He shook his head kissing your forehead. "But I want to stay. You need me to stay. Because if you think your a failure obviously something is wrong and you need me because your the farthest thing from it Nash." You said pulling him back. "You deserve better and that's final." He said pulling out of your grasp and walking away.

- C A M E R O N - "Now I'm holding on for dear life. There's no way that we could rewind. Maybe there's nothing after midnight, that could make you stay."

"You just aren't what I need." You say willing to shut out the pain. "But I can be what you need." He said begging at the door. "No. You can't be what I need. You can never be what I need." You said slipping your coat on. "I can try." He tried again. "Look Cam all that I am to you is a late night call that you make when you get lonely. We have sex and we talk for 2 hours and then I leave." You pause. "That's not what I need." You said walking for the door. "But you mean so much more to me than that. Honest." He tried blocking the door so you can't get out. You pushed him out of the way. "And how do I really know that?"

- A A R O N - "I'm the one who ends up leaving, to make it okay."

"The fans are hurting you (Y/N). I can't just sit back and let them destroy you." Aaron said grabbing his phone ready to tweet something horrible. "Your angry. This is just anger talking. I don't want you to loose your dream because of me." You said wiping away a tear. "You are my dream. And your getting crushed and I can't stand for that. I can't come over and see you crying because of the horrendous stuff they tell you. I'm tired of seeing you sad and hurt all the time." He look honestly mad at everything that was happening. "Well I can't stand for you loosing something you really care about and worked so hard for either." You shake your head. "Well then I guess we just can't be together." He suggested. You agreed.

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This is my favorite song that is out right now. Just incase you don't know it. It's by 5 seconds of summer. You should totally listen to it if you haven't already.

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