Chapter 27
I pulled my knees to my chest and shut my eyes lightly. I didn't know what to do. I had no one to talk to about this. The only person I ever told anythin was Kevin. And I can't talk about how much I like Kevin in front of Kevin right?
I can't tell Genny, I can't tell Daniel, who else is there?
Dev...
My eyes widened. I could ask Dev for help. He knows Kevin, he would know what to do, and I can trust him and he wouldn't judge me. I just have to wait for this dumb hike thing to be over so I can talk to him alone.
I just needa let this out. I've been going crazy keeping this inside. I need to tell him my whole story. Not just Kevin, buh my mom, my dad, everything. I need someone who I can talk to about everything. I need someone who will understand, who will help me.
Buh what if he tells Kevin? They're close friends...
A knock on the door interrupted me and I instantly knew who it was. I didn't answer, not wanting to talk to Kevin at the moment.
"Camila please open. I know you're in there ma. I wanna talk to you," he said.
Without warning the door opened and Kevin walked in. I sat up abruptly and glared at him.
"You dumbass! I could've been changing or somm," I said a little harsher than I meant it to be and his face fell. I shifted my eyes. I couldn't bare to look at him when he was hurt.
"What's wrong? Did I say somm?" he whispered the last part as he sat down at the edge of the bed I was laying on. I shook my head, still avoiding eye contact with him afraid that I would give in.
I can't even tell my best friends, so how on earth could I tell him?
"Camila, um I'm sorry for whatever I did to upset you. I don't know maybe I'm overreacting and it wasn't even me, maybe it was some guy you liked who broke your heart-," I flinched as he said that and he unfortunately noticed.
"Oh Camila... I'm sorry I didn't mean... Who broke your heart?" he asked genuinely and I almost wanted to laugh out loud and say "It's you!"
"You can't physically break someone's heart unless you take it out of their chest and stab it with a knife,l I said shyly, looking at my hands and I heard him laugh which caused me to shmile a little.
"There my Camila, now tell me somm babygirl, you like me rih? Like as in a brotherly way type rih?" he asked and I held my breath not knowing what to say.
"No," I whispered hoping he wouldn't hear me buh to my luck he did.
"Aight not yet at the brother/sister stage buh that's not the point. You can trust me Camila. I'm here for you. You can tell me who mentally broke your heart," he said and I smiled to myself when he said mentally.
"Um Kevin I can't," I said and lifted my gaze up to meet his eyes. I couldn't read them, buh he didn't look very happy.
"Why not?"
"U-um... because it's...," I stuttered, thinking of somm to say. I was tempted to say "It's you" buh we all know how that would turn out.
"Who is is Camila?" he asked and brushed my cheek with his finger. I bit my lip, making sure not to say anythin stupid. He also bit his lip and I looked down. Was he tryna seduce me or somm? Because it was definitely fucking working.
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