When opposites attract

Family Time

Lola PoV

SHIT

SHIT

SHIT

Lily bursts through the bathroom door where i was just sitting against the wall,where i had been for the last ten minutes waiting for her to get here.

'You said it was code red, i rushed out as quickly as i could so this better be good!'

I stay looking at the wall muttering a curse every few seconds, most of me was numb like this could be happening this can't be true. She slides down the wall next to be staring at me very intensely.

'What's wrong?' I hold out the stick in my hand passing it to her without saying anything, not being able to say anything. 'Shit'

'Shit' she repeats herself again 'You sure it's right?'

i nod my head looking at plus on it before letting out a long sigh 'It'my third one, you can guess how much water I've been drinking this morning.'

She let's out a shallow laugh in shock, you never think it will happen to you i mean you was safe.

'I've got to get to the station, boss wants me there.'

'What about telling Danny?' Shit

'Well you stay here and i'll go to work.' I pull myself off the floor, i probably wasn't in the right clothes to go to work but i just wanted to do something to get out.

'Are you sure it's smart to drive right now?' I nod my head before racing out the apartment to my car, the journey goes fast with everything going through my head whizzing around my brain What would his reaction be would he leave?Stay? Do i risk telling him right now?

'Hey sir, you wanted to talk to me?' He looks up from his silver desk staring at me right in the eyes.

'Are you ok Lola?' Am i that easy to read?

'Yeah i'm fine, so what do you want me to do?' He starts to walk and i follow right behind him, we got down the damp dark corridor where the filthy guys where kept locked up like animals. We stop outside a gray barricade between us and that person.

'He said he would only talk to you.'

I walk into the dark desolated cell, they all had the same structure the same furniture the same amount of light coming through the gaps in the wall, yet this cell seamed special almost colder making all the hair of my arms stick up. I sit on the small silver stall in the corner looking at his dark shadow of my past.

'Lola?' His ruff jaggeder voice brings up memories of playing silly little games when little to all the blood i witnessed on that day.

'Leon.' He turned around his scruffy blond hair was dirty with dust, he didn't have a clean cut, his eyes lost they hope the imagination of the silly little stories he used to tell. Orange didn't suit him well but he still looked alright in his uniform, I remember the silly little costumes we used to dress up in me in the prison him as the cop looks like we are opposites again.

'You looking grown up,' I try to think of the last time i would of seen him, in court in the witness box.

'I am grown up.' His blue eyes remind me of dads, tears already form in my eyes.

'Well i haven't seen you in a while,' A bitter laugh escapes my mouth

'A while you could say more like nine years,' The room grows more intense more painful to be in.

'You never visited.'

'Never had anything to say.' He raises his eyebrows like dad did, 'What do you expect me to do after you killing my dad did you expect me to comes everyday give you a warm welcoming hug and forget, you don't know how i tried to forget, to picture you as that guy that tucked me in at night giving me a kiss on the head chasing away all the bad dreams but it's not that simple right.'

The black bags under his eyes where heavy, the creeping light flashes into his eyes. You could tell he had took drugs even if it was just a little think it was noticeable.

'Do you still talk to Lucy?' It's not like i actually have much choice when shes with Matt all the time.

'Yeah i talk to her we're not on good grounds though.'

'Why not?' I almost feel like it's too personal to talk about, it's a family matter.

'It's a long story'

'I've got time' He lets out a sharp laugh that put daggers through my skin, the cruel jokes, i know he hates it her but i was the one to make him in her in the first place.

'Why did you want to talk to me?' His muscular shoulders hunch together

'I want to get to know you again, i missed you.' I exhaled a deep breath that i didn't know i was holding. I wanted him back more than anything, but could i let a killer in. I catch killers like him for a living. My head is saying walk away but my heart is saying don't go.

'I don't know if i can do that.' He lets out a sad smile

'Because i was high on drugs and killed him.' I don't even have to nod he knows what i'm thinking. 'Sad thing is i can't even remember it all i remember is you fear of pure fear or pure shock staring at me before you went and ran away from me.'

'I remember every second of it ever night, i relive that moment again and again and it's ruined me.' I feel the frozen tear fall down my face followed by many others. I go to walk out the room before shutting down completely.

'Will you visit again?' I stop at the door turning my head to stare at the star guy i once knew, they guy who basically raised me.

'I..........I.....I think i will, maybe,' I walk out the room the guards locking it behind me. I get into the office know people are talking to be but all i can here is the space around me.

And with that i just walk out

Walked out of hope.

Walked out of sanity.

Walked out of my brother, sitting there, in the dark room were light peeks in with the barrier that keeps us apart. The barrier of my dad, giving him a time out where i would sneak in to here about the amazing dreams of the future, but that's all they are dreams.

I sit on the couch biting around the edge of my finger nails' an old habit I've picked up again, i stare to the door to look up at the clock to gaze back at the door. The butterfly in my stomach make me feel sick with emotion, just waiting for him to enter the door.

He won't leave he's not that type of guy, but he's never been in this situation before so how says he won't.

The door swings open and the once butterfly's in my stomach have turned into the whole zoo.

'Danny your home! We need to talk like now it's quite important!' He gives me a quick glance before going into the kitchen. I leap off the couch running over to him, i grab him by the hands pulling him from his place to the couch pushing him down making sure he's listening.

'Lola are you ok?' He looks really concerned and the next thing i'm gonna tell him will affect him mood more.

'Yeah..well no cause i visited my brother in jail together well i didnt know i was visiting him in the first place cause i was kinda tricked into it which was mean well i wouldn't say tricked but i didn't know he was in there so not informed....'

'Whoa breath, are you OK after seeing him? You seem nervous,'

'Well i am nervous but not for that reason. Danny.....' I take in a long breath studying his face for the last time before everything will change, '......I'm pregnant,'

His face goes for mad to confused from shocked to scared, but he takes my hand rubbing his thumb on my palm. I just dropped a bomb of us, and he hasn't said a word but his actions say a million things