he never did text me or call me back
and i found myself constantly blaming myself for everything wrong that went on around me
i was to blame for everything
rian didn't like me because who would ever like a girl like me
everything about me is ugly
how does one live with themselves like this
how have i come this far
how am i even still here
i just want to be with you calum
but i can't
you would never love someone as bland as me
you could do much, much better than me
you have so many beautiful fans and i'm not one of them
i'm not a fan nor am i beautiful
i'm just an bland, unattractive girl from your hometown
i would never be more than that
ever
and it was easy to accept
because I know it would never happen
ever
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getaway // cth
Fanfictiondon't get me wrong calum, it's beautiful here i just found much more heartbreak here then i did in sydney. this was where my broken dreams lay buried here forever i didn't plan on ever coming back to the city filled with my broken hearts and dreams ...
