getaway // cth

ii

calum's pov:

i saw you today

you were sitting on the park bench while writing in your journal

i wish you would acknowledge me

and that you would look up from your journal

all i wanted was to look into your eyes for two seconds

and then maybe, everything would be okay

and i would forget that you don't love me back and that maybe you weren't as depressed as you really were

i wish i knew what you were writing

you seemed so into it

but you weren't writing about me and i knew it

you were writing about your crush on rian wilson

i knew that you liked him by the look on your face whenever he walked by

i'm so jealous of him

he doesn't deserve a girl like you

but neither do i

you were too kind for any guy in your grade

but you didn't know that

no guy deserves you

i wish i did but i was far too out of your league

you were a ten in my scale

but in yours you were a zero

before I left the park your friend met up with you

she made you laugh

it was beautiful

i wish I could hear it again

did you really mean to laugh

did she really make you happy

i hope so

i wish that i could make you happy