memories.

12:51.

This is actually what happens when you like to stop me from singing. HAHA. Lol. Kasi naman nung Tuesday si @lovedbycookiebear pinipigilan ako kumanta kasi relate siya dyan in terms of friendship of course. Kaya ayun, gumana nalang tuloy imagination ko based on the song. HAHA. Enjoy. :)

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xxx

Scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today

Reading that text you sent me again

Though I memorized it anyway

Best Friend. Lahat tayo may best friend. Girl to girl, boy to boy. Ako unique! Boy best friend ang akin! San ka?!

Bata palang kami, yun na ang turingan naming dalawa. Puro lang ami tawa. Pure tawa, walang kahalong kaechosan of course. Lahat ng nakakakita sa amin sinasabing, 'Cute' kaming dalawa. O kaya, 'We'll make a perfect couple someday.'. Kaming dalawa kasi yung tipong over protected sa isa't isa. Pag kaming dalawa ang magkasama, mahihirapan na kayong paghiwalayin kaming dalawa. Ganun eh best friends.

It was in afternoon in December

When it reminded you of the day

When we bumped into each other

But you didn't say hi cause I looked away

Years passed, finally gragraduate na rin kami ng Elementary. ALam niyo bang jock na jock yan sa amin? Halos lahat ng babae nagkakandarapa para sa kanya. What can I say, malakas dating niya eh.

Ako naman, eto, dakilang best friend. Pero alam niyo, sa lakas ng appeal ng best friend ko, I can't help but have this strange feelings for him. Crush ko na tuloy best friend ko.

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life

And maybe I haven't moved on since that night

3 years passed, and I still felt the same. Teka, same pa rin ba o iba na to? Crush lang ba siya o mahal ko na siya?

Pfft. Hirap naman nito. Paano kung oo? Edi masisira yung friendship namin? Atska, may chix pa siya ngayon eh. Feelings, please go away.

Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone

But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again

And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight

Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer

Ilang drum ng luha ang naipon ko dahil sa kanya. I was lost. Hindi ko alam kung dapat bang sabihin ko o paalisin ko nalang to?

But no, lalo lang siyang tumibay. Lalo lang niya akong pinafall. Bakit kasi ang manhid manhid niya?!

There's only one way, one way so this stupid feelings fill go. Kailangan ko siyang layuaan. I need to move on. I need to move on from the love I have for him.

Oh oh oh oh...

Fourth year na kami, ina a few days, graduation na. 1 year. Isang taon ko na rin siyang hindi nakakausap. Masakit mang isipin, pero kailangan eh. One year, na rining hindi umaalis ang feelings ko para sa lalaking yun.

Alam niyo ba na sa one year na yun, parang wala siyang pake kung lumayo ako sa kanya? Pano naman kasi niya pakikialaman eh busy siya sa mga babaeng humahabol sa kanya.