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Sleep Hates Me

So, like.

My brain doesn't seem to like to comprehend that I sorta kinda need sleep to survive. That's it's possibly an essential so that I don't die. I dunno if my brain just enjoys the thoughts of being able to see the world at a different time period, or if it just hates me to the point that it wants me to suffer with headaches and back pains. Because I almost never sleep. Like ever.

Whether I go to bed super late and then wake up really early, or go to bed early and wake up really early or I just sleep for two hours, wake up for four and sleep for another hour and a half, I am barely sleeping. I get these headaches in the morning, I'm disoriented because of my headache, I can't focus, I become lazy or not as motivated and I have back and knee pains.

Yay.

It kinda sucks, especially now because I have exams and other classes/assignments to worry about. So sleep is kinda essentially for me to focus and get a good mark on anything.

But no, sleep hates me. I don't know what I have done to offend sleep, or cause it to hate me so much that I barely get it, but it does.

So yeah. This is just another sleep deprived Suad rant. About being sleep deprived while feeling sleep deprived because sleep hates Suad.

*NOTICE*

So updates on my stories have kinda sucked, and since it's exam time, writing these stories are kinda hard. So updates might be a bit slower. The ones you should look out for(in this order) are;

Based Off A Lie
Playing God
Broken Beauty

That's all I'm updating so far, because I need to plan out Routines, Worst Intentions and UBR a little more. Tweak something's here and there too. UBR and Routines might be unpublished for a bit, because I wanna rewrite and fix things in the stories so far.

Please comment your opinions on this: the order, what's being updated and what's not etc. I can't improve if you guys don't comment. So please please comment.

But that's all I have to say. I'm gonna go watch some Degrassi now because I can't sleep and I have nothing else to do. Bye.