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#9 Diary

The next time I woke up, it's already 10 pm.

Crying makes me tired so I fall asleep again, I guess.

I got off my bed and saw there's a bowl of porridge on my table.

I smiled, it must be my mum. She is the greatest woman I've ever seen in my life. Since I got into the accident, she is always supporting me, helping me without telling. But I know, one of the reasons that help me stand up to face all these is her.

I sat down and ate the porridge. Suddenly, a book caught my attention. I finished my porridge and took a look at the book.

The Diary between us

These four words wrote at the index page.

My heart started to beat faster. I really want to have a look, but I'm not brave enough to. These are the memories between us.

I breathed deeply, and flip to the first page.

1 Sunday XXJAN20XX

Dear diary, this is the 1st day of Jacky and my relationship. He came to my house and get to know my parents. Of course, as a friend...

Oh.

This part of memory appeared in my mind last week.

* * *

"Hi... I'm Jacky...um..." He was very shy while introducing himself to my parents.

"He's my friend. Well, he came over like how Aden did, we'll had lots of fun since there a one more person here!" I helped him to finish the sentence. Aden, who is standing beside Jacky, nodded his head and agreed.

Jacky smiled, scratches the back of his neck.

"You can come anytime whenever you want." My mum smiled friendly.

My dad was glancing at Jacky up and down, making me nervous. I bet Jacky felt it too.

The three of us went upstairs and headed straight to my room.

"Whoaaa... your dad is making me nervous!" Just after I closed and locked the door, Jacky came and hugged me from my back, buried his head into my neck.

I giggled and kissed his hair. He pulled away and took my hands.

"He's wondering if this boy is taking away her lovely daughter~" I laughed.

"Well I am!" He giggled and ruffled my hair.

"Uh'mm, I'm still here, guys." Aden cleared his throat and said, sitting at the floor looking at us with a disgusting look.

"I know, yeah." I blushed and said, looking at Jacky playfully.

"But you guys don't look like you do." He raised an eyebrow.

We went to his side and talk to him.

"Next time wanna come over to my house?" Jacky said.

"Where's your house by the way?" Aden asked him. Oh, I realised I didn't told him before.

"He lives near us, just about ten houses away I think?" I answered.

"Yeah actually it's really near." Jacky took my hand and squeezed it.

"Ughh, seeing you two lovebirds flirting around is killing me for being single." He lied on the floor and said.

"You can find a girl too!" Jacky laughed.

"Yeah. But wait, I didn't know that you have a crush on someone!" I said, started to realise that actually he didn't mentioned he like some girls or what.

"Well, uh- actually it's no one..." He sat up, lowered his head.

Jacky and I looked into his eyes, "Is that truuuuuuue?"

"O-of course I am telling the truth!" He tried to focus on us but he failed by looking away.

"No you're definitely nooooooot." I said.

"I am!" His face turned all red but still saying out loud.

We laughed and well, Jacky is rolling on the ground.

"You don't have to tell us y' know, you can keep it yourself." He managed to say.

Aden threw himself on my bed and buried himself in a pillow.

We jumped into my bed and laughed. I lied on Jacky's chest, hearing his laughter.

* * *

I felt tears running down again. I really miss his heartbeat beating in my ears, his warm body, his laughter...

I held the diary into my chest and let tears stream down.

Wiped away the tears, I turned to a page, and it caught my sight.

There's a photo of us which is placed in between two pages.

He was kissing my forehead, I was smiling. I never thought I could smile like that happy. Maybe he is the only one who can make me this happy.

And I started to read that page.

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Short update... sorry guys... I'm trying to update as fast and as long as I can so be patient ya! :)

Listening to One Direction's Summer Love and it makes me so emotional... :(