16. [Completed]

#24 Broken and Picked Up Again

[Jasslyn]

*Back in the past*

"We have to talk." He said through his phone.

"Where?" I said, trying to be unconcern as I can be.

"The park."

"Now?"

"I'm waiting for you."

I hung up and changed my clothes.

I walked to the park and he's sitting on the swing, staring at somewhere blankly.

I sat on a swing next to him.

"What can we talk?" I was the first one to break the silence.

"I'm sorry I lied to you...But I'm just worried that you will be angry."

"I hate it when you don't trust our relationship." I bit my lips real hard, pinching my thumb.

"I didn't mean it, please..."He grabbed my hand, his voice was cracking

"What do you want now?" I took my hand away immediately.

"Forgive me, please..." He looked at me, I can tell he's holding back his tears and how desperate was he wanting me back.

"Let's just break up. I think we're not the right one for each other. If we can't trust each other when we're in just in a relationship, we might not go well in marriage. You might think that I'm thinking too far, but if you want me for your future, you should've thought of this." I stood up and walked away.

It's enough, I can't take anymore. I'm holding my tears so hard.

"Wait, no. Please, don't leave me..."He came after me, then reached out to grab my hands hugged me from my back.

He buried his head in my neck, I felt his tears falling on my shirt.

So am I, tears were rolling down my cheeks.

"Let go." I struggled, sobbing. He was holding me so tight, afraid to lose me when he loosened his grip. I'm trying to go, the longer I am with him, the more painful I will feel.

"No, I will never let you go. Please, Jass. I love you more than anything, please don't leave me all alone." He sobbed.

"I hate you."

"Please, I will not ever let you down again, you're my only one, don't leave..."

I turned to him, he's crying. My heart was like being stabbed.

"I'll be yours, for this last minute." I said and sniffed.

He pressed my head on his chest and hugged me so tight.

"I love you. Please." He kissed my hair.

I'm listening to his heartbeat, feeling his warmth for the last time.

He let go of me but holding my shoulders, then he leaned in, and pressed his lips on mine.

I closed my eyes, a drop of tear fell from my eyes.

He leaned his forehead against mine, brushing tears away from my face.

"I'm leaving." I tried not to look at him.

He let go of me, slowly.

Then I left the park by running.

I ran all the way back home and ran to my room.

I didn't want to leave him, but maybe we're just not suitable for each other.

A relationship needs to be to be built among the trust of the boy and the girl.