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#7 I'm trying to remember

I hugged my Doraemon plush very tight.

I realized that I'm smiling. It sure is a nice memory.

I walked towards the window of my room, seems like the sunlight is showing up to replace the moon. It's a new day dawning. Another wide awake night I just had. It's so early in the morning, like about 7 am.

It's not I'm having an insomnia, I just can't sleep when I remembered something.

Those memories are still hitting me.

Well, not to freak you out of that "remembered something".

Two months ago I had a little serious car crash and yeah, like those TV dramas, I had a bad hit on my head and I can't remember some memories that I used to have.

The doctor said I've lost some part of my memories, maybe I should try to figure out what kind of past I cannot remember, and find someone who had go through the past with me before to help me recall those memories.

I remember my name. I remember my family. I remember my friends. I remember what does my home and my room looks like. There's a lot of things I still remember.

I thought I'm alright I don't have anything lost in my brain.

But reality denied my thoughts when I found a Doraemon plush on my bed about 2 months ago. I can't remember when did I get it and where it came from.

I have no idea what's lost in my brain, so the next day when I came back home from the hospital, I called my best friend-- Aden to come over.

Yes, he's still living near my house. And I remember him.

"That Doraemon...is your 16th birthday present. Jacky gave you that." He sat on my bed, tosing my Doraemon up and down.

"16th birthday...?" My brain went blank when I tried to recall that.

"Yeah. He is the one who bought you the cake, remember?"

"But... I thought you're the one who buy me birthday cake? I remember... you bought me a Tiramisu cake, isn't it? And... Who the hell is Jacky?" Yeah, this is what I remember.

"Nope, that's your 15th birthday." He looked at me worriedly.

"It is?" But... I remembered that...

"Yes. It won't be wrong. At your 16th years old, your life is a huge roller coaster and turned totally upside down." He is still looking at me, "And I clearly remember what happened."

I stared at the ground blankly. I clearly has no idea what is he talking about.

"Do you remember that I had a fight with you and I didn't talk to you for weeks?"

Did we ever fought that serious before?

"Since when we had a fight like that?" I really have no idea about the fight that he said.

"It happened at our 16s." His eyes looking at me, very worried.

I didn't answer.

"You remember what I gave you on your 17th birthday?"

"Uh, yeah. You gave me a book, isn't it?"

"Yeah." He relieved.

"How about 18th?" He looked at me, finding hope for me to remember.

"I know, you gave me Midnight Memories album right?"

"Yes, looks like you're condition is not that bad." He smiled.

"19th?" He asked again.

I remember he brought me to One Direction WWA concert. I can still remember the excitements I had that day.