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#15 In The Rain

[Jasslyn]

When I opened my eyes, I still find Aden sleeping in my bed.

I sighed and came down of my bed.

It's still raining heavily outside.

I'm bored.

Suddenly something came up to my mind.

Maybe I can do 'that'.

I smirked to myself.

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I rode my bike along the road. Well, in the rain too.

It's been a long time since I get wet in the rain for the last time.

I never had many chances to do this, because Aden doesn't allow me. Every time after I done this, I get scolded by the stupid head like I'm a little child.

"No more little girl Jasslyn!" I yelled as the thunder strikes through the sky.

No one will hear me anyway, the sound of rain dropping is way more louder than my voice.

I feel so free. All these time living under those non-sleep nights, memories striking my head like how these thunder strike the sky, they took over my free life I used to have.

Why must it be me?

Why must it be me who got into this accident?

Why must it be me to forget my memories?

I found myself crying.

Rain pouring over my face, tears running down my cheeks, I can't really know which are my tears, which are the raindrops.

I wiped it away quickly as I stopped at the garden me and Aden used to go when we are young. I parked my bicycle near the playground.

I sat on the swing, sobbing for no reason, who knows why.

If Aden find me here, I'm pretty sure I'm doomed.

But I don't want to go back now. I love the feeling in the rain.

I never tried sitting on the swing in the rain. Damn, it's good and I really don't want to leave.

Somehow it's getting cold but it's normal right? I'm in the rain.

A lightning strike the sky again.

I've never saw a beautiful lightning like this for a long time.

My hair and my clothes are all soaking wet. But who cares, it's fun.

Suddenly, I see Aden at a far distance from me.

He's coming over.

I'M DOOMED.

I hop on my bike and drift away from the garden.

I don't know where I'm going, I'm just running from Aden. Like a child.

It's funny, I don't even know why am I running from him.

I ride as fast as I can, not daring to turned my head back.

I ride along the road, passing countless houses. Then I found something's not right.

I'm riding to a big wide road where cars pass faster than my bike. There are cars running on the road. I'm getting closer and closer to the road.

I decided to slow down my bike before I pull the break.

But I can't stop what's running in my mind.