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#10 Valentine

It's late midnight now. I can't sleep.

I'm staring at my Doraemon plush.

I look at the clock, it's nearly 3 in the early morning.

31 XX20XX

Dear Diary,

So it's Valentines Day. Jacky gave me a big surprise that I wasn't expecting. He brought me to somewhere I don't know.......

I remembered this. It's the first Valentines we had.

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I woke up by Jacky's morning call.

"Hey love." He said in the phone.

"What do you want?" I said, still in my bed and rubbing my eyes.

"Wakey wakey my baby girl~"He chuckled.

"It's so early, let me sleep..." I said in a sleepy tone. It's really early, like about 8 in the morning. I usually wake up at 10 o'clock in weekends or holidays.

"Come on... It's a special day..." He's begging me, I chuckled.

"What?" I smiled and sat up.

"Guess, babe." I can tell he's smiling.

"Don't wanna." I pouted but smiling.

"Baaaaaaabyyyyyyyy......" He said in an almost-whimpering tone.

"I don't wannaaaaaaaa..."

"Baaaaaaabyyyyy I loooooooooove youuuuuuu..."

"But I really don't get it." I sighed but smiling. Well he won again. Hmph.

"Look at today's date baby girl." He gave me a hint.

"It's 14th February... Today's Valentines Day!" I exclaimed.

He chuckled.

"I'll come to your house and pick you up at about 9 am so you can prepare now~"

"Okay..."I got up and walk to the bathroom as he hung up.

I brushed my teeth and took a shower.

Imagining he took me to somewhere romantic, holding a bouquet of Roses walking to me, warm smile on his face......

I smiled, and finished my shower.

I put on a white dress and tied my hair into a tidy ponytail.

"So it's just 9 am." I look at the clock on the wall.

I headed downstairs to grab something to eat for breakfast. Well, I wasn't in that mood to eat something so I just drank a glass of milk.

My parents weren't at home, they went to celebrate Valentines Day, I think.

The doorbell rang. Well, I don't have to look who it was.

I opened the door and let Jacky in. He hugged me and kissed my forehead.

"I missed you." He leaned his forehead against mine.

"Me too." I blushed and he chuckled.

He took my hand and we walked outside.

He got on his bicycle and looked at me," Hop on."

Haha it's not that bad I think it's kinda romantic. I sat at the back seat and wrapped my arms around his waist.

"Off we go!" He said playfully and yeah, off we go.

I laughed and then buried my head into his back.

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"You'll see." He said, making me more curious.

The wind blew well it's a good day.

I took a deep breath, all I smelt is his unique scent, which always loved it.

"I can feel what ya doin back there!" He chuckled.

I blushed and smacked his back playfully, "Ride safely!"

He laughed and so do I.

After a little while.

"Babe we're here!" He stopped the bicycle and we got off.

It's a beautiful park. I exclaimed in surprise. He put a hand on my shoulder and held me close to him.

"It's not all yet." He smirked and took my hand.

We walked to a big tree. There's a picnic mat under the tree, there's a lunchbox and a cute teddy bear on it.

"What... for who?" I said in surprise. The moment I said that, I realized I asked a stupid question.

"Of course it's for my baby girl." He chuckled and made me face him.

Then, he pulled out a Rose from his back, handed it to me.

"Happy Valentine's babe." He smiled. I can never tell how much I love his smile...

I hugged him tight and he hugged back too.

"I love you." I said in a smile.

Words can't tell how much I love this boy who was hugging me. I never loved a guy so much before, I wanted him to be in my life in future till forever, I wanted to belong to him. I don't know how to tell how deep is my love to him. I can only say, it's endless.

This was our first and... last Valentine's day.

* * *

It's like the dream I just had.

But there are differences too, throughout the diary, it made the feelings real, like I'm still on that day, spending our Valentine's Day together.

At that age, we always see forever as a simple thing.

We are too young to know who we truly love and also...

Too young to fall apart because of that.

Seems like I'm crying every day when we broke up.

Now I am doing the same thing again.

All these memories are nice and sweet, but when it hurts, it hurts like hell. Like a knife stabbed into my heart. Like my body is tearing into half. I feel like I'm suffocating.

I wish I can feel the happiness every time I look back to those days.

But pain always wins happiness.

I don't know how did I get through the days after we broke up.

That pain must feel like...... endless pain.

I feel myself sobbing harder.

I feel like I don't want to continue reading the diary now.

I look at my clock, it's about 6.57 a.m.

Okay... It's nearly dawn.

I wiped away my tears.

I can only cry at night.

Another non-sleep night.

I sighed.

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Sorry it's being sooooooo late. So it's like this, it's Chinese New Year so I'm really freaking busy. Plus, there are homeworks although it's school holiday now. There are so many works to do within a week holiday!*Sobs* But don't worry, it's getting near to school open so my schedule will came back to regular. Thank you all for reading my story, Vote and comment! :)