MESSAGES [JEON WONWOO]

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do you ever wonder what your life would be like if you didn't make a certain decision?

lately, that's all i can think about.

if i had never texted wonwoo back, would we both still be in the same predicament as we are now?

for all i know, i could have lost him again. oh, god, i hope i haven't.

i wonder what my parents would think of me right now. perhaps 'our stupid daughter who decided to go halfway around the world for a stupid boy'.

i mean, if they would even care enough to actually think of me.

but, mom and dad, this isn't just me going halfway around the world for a 'stupid boy'.

this is me going halfway around the world for the boy i am in love with.

the boy who has been there for me more than either of you ever have.

the boy has kept me happy, and who means the absolute world to me.

and i have dropped everything to make sure he is okay, because i know he would do the same for me.

he's all i have left...

max salt; hello, thank you for reading and sorry it sucks lol i wrote this late @ night so if it doesn't make sense i'm sorry lol
p.s; i haven't updated in awhile i'm sorry:(