MESSAGES [JEON WONWOO]

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after my talk with mingyu, i headed back to the jeon's house. i knock on the door.

"areum..?" wonwoo's younger brother, jungkook, opened the door.

"jungkook?" i'm shocked. the last time i saw him he had a baby face and a small body. he matured into a handsome young man since the last time we met.

"what are you doing here?" 

"are your parents home? i need to speak to them.."

"no, they thought i needed time alone so they went for a drive. i guess they needed their alone time too. but they told me to give you something. come in." he opened more than than he had, gestured me inside, and closed the door behind me.

he walked into the kitchen while i stayed by the door.

he walked back with an envelope in his hand.

"here." he placed the envelope in my hand. "they said it's enough to get you home. y-you're welcome to stay as long as you need, but it's there for whenever you want to go." a tear fell from his eye, but he quickly wiped it as soon as it fell.

"so you know?"

"yeah. they told me when i got home." a few more tears escaped his eyes, but he didn't bother wiping them away.

"i'm sorry.. if i had never gotten back in touch with him, none of this would have happened. it's all my fault." tears fell from my eyes as i looked down, and i didn't bother wiping them either.

but jungkook did. he picked up my chin and wiped my tears away. this naturally caused more tears to fall from my eyes.

"please, don't blame yourself. it's not your fault. this was going to happen whether you two were in touch or not." again, he wiped the tears away. they were again replaced with new ones.

"hey. it's okay to cry and it's okay to be sad when something like this happens; everybody copes with things like this in different ways. but blaming yourself or feeling guilty isn't helping anything. you had nothing to do with this and it is not your fault."

i closed the gap between us and hugged him. "i really needed to hear that, thank you."

he pulled away and walked into the kitchen. he took a small piece of paper and started writing on it.

"here." he handed me the paper, which had what i assumed to be his number on it. "you shouldn't go through this alone, so if you need someone, or need to talk, you can talk to me." he smiled softly.

"thank you, jungkook. but i think it is tine for me to go home. tell your parents i said thank you. for offering me to stay, the money home, for everything. but i just think that being home is something i need right now. thank you, for comforting me and being there for me, it's something i need right now."

i turned around to open the door, but jungkook said something, so i turned back around. "hm?"

"can you text me when you get home? y-you know, to let me know that you are okay?"

"yeah, i will. bye, jungkook." i hugged him again.

i hope he is going to be okay...

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hello !! yes it is taking a lot of courage for me to post this because im so scared its not good enough but i havent updated in so long but :((( i am not confident in this at all. i love you guys and i hope this is okay and doesnt suck