MESSAGES [JEON WONWOO]

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me: hey mingyu..

me: i just got home but

me: i'm sorry, okay?

me: i didn't mean to hurt you, i was just angry and sad, yet i didn't know how to feel at the same time

me: i didn't mean to take it out on you, i'm sorry. i didn't mean what i said. you weren't being selfish, i was. i wanted someone to comfort me and ask how i was doing..

me: i'm sorry..

mingyu: it's okay, you don't have to be sorry. i didn't realize how much pain you were in until you said it. i didn't mean what i said, either. i didn't mean to hurt you but the words came out of my mouth before i thought. i'm happy that you're back home and safe, and if you need something, you can come to me. goodnight.

me: thank you mingyu, and if you need something you can come to me as well. goodnight

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i took the slip of paper out of my pocket. i typed the number and saved it as a contact.

me: hey jungkook, it's areum. i don't know what time it is there, but i'm home and i'm safe.

jungkook: good.

me: what time is it there?

jungkook: it's past 1 in the morning

me: go to sleep, jungkook..

jungkook: but i can't

me: why not?

jungkook: there is too much on my mind

me: i know you gave me your number in case i needed something, but what about you? do you need to talk?
seen

jungkook is calling.. accept/ignore

"jungkook? are you okay?"

"no, not really."

"talk to me, get it off your chest."

"it's just that wonwoo-hyung was always there for me when i needed him. whether i was stressed because of school, needed time away from my parents, advice for girls.. everything. he's always been there when i needed him. and right now there is a really big decision i need help with. i don't know what to do areum.."

"hey.. i know i'm not him, but i'm here. you can talk to me."

"okay.. so i don't know if you know but, i'm graduating high school. so that means college. and i found this really, really great college.. and i sent in an application and i got accepted.."

"jungkook, that's amazing, but you sound so down, is there a problem with the college?"

"with the college? no, the college is amazing. but i'm scared of how my parents will react."

"why are you scared?"

"because it's a performing arts school, y'know, singing, dancing, stuff like that. that's what i'm passionate about."

"are you scared they wont support that you're going to a performing arts school?"

"that, and the fact that it's where we used to live. it's not in korea."