Breaking Jennifer Open(ON HOLD-EDITING)

Chapter 6

Jennifer’s POV:

I felt as if I hadn’t slept for days, my eyes burned, threatening to release the captive tears. Not here. I can’t cry here. Maybe if I blink the tears won’t fall… As Kevin pulled my chair back in a gentleman-like matter he sat down next to me and also apologized as Raven had. Blink. I let my black hair fall like a shield curtaining over my face and stared at my fingers. Blink. Blink. As I pressed them together I thought I saw blue electricity move through them like a snake. Blink. Blink. Blink. We hadn’t even sat down for a whole two minutes when I decided I couldn’t bear the pressure coursing throughout my body. I drained my face from any emotion as I cleared my throat and managed to choke out, “Guys, I think I need to be alone.”

I first looked at Kevin, his face portrayed utter confusion. Even with his hair covering most of his eyes I managed to see confusion and hurt in them. He searched my eyes to see the secrets I was hiding so I quickly turned to look at Ravens response; she let her blond hair cover her eyes slightly and said, “No problem, it isn’t because you’re getting a migraine right,” concern filling her voice.

“No. I just need to be alone so I can collect my thoughts,” I managed to say without my voice cracking. High five for me… The pain was beginning to become unbearable so without a second glance I collected my belongings and walked away. I headed to the roof of the school. The garden club usually let me relax there and help position the plants to absorb the little sunlight Crows Town allowed to escape through the blanket of clouds. As I got to the roof I put the usual red brick on the door so it wouldn’t close shut.

The sky was black and the autumn wind hit my face causing my hair to fly loosely around everywhere. I took a seat against the railing of the roof and let the tears fall. Crying was all I could do, if anything the reason I was breathing was the pathetic excuses of gasps I took for air. I brought my legs up to my chest and hugged them as I rested my head on my knees and sobbed. Thunder came soon after the lightning but I didn’t even move an inch. Tear after tear fell staining my face with untold stories. Minutes passed when I felt a violent shiver move down my spine. I looked up only to wish I hadn’t. With an amused expression Ian was looking at me while he stood leaning against the now shut roof door.

I’m going to be killed. Would it be better if I jumped off the roof than to dye by his hand? He’s taking his time… what does he even want?

“I want to know why you’re crying,” his brown eyes bore into mine resistant to let me go.

“I didn’t say anything out loud… h-how did you know what I thought to myself?” I demanded but my voice cracked. The tears still fell and all I wanted was sleep to pass off the migraine that had begun to form.

“I want to know why you are crying.” He repeated.

“Why? What’s it to you?” I asked my voice portraying a lifeless tune.

“Just tell me.” he spat out as he took a step closer to me.

“I don’t need to tell you anything. So why don’t you just run along and bother someone else? I’m tired of you and your crap, I mean to be a complete stranger and cause more difficulty in my life takes a lot of nerve!” I cried letting more tears fall.

The migraine made my head felt like I was being hit with a hammer. I grabbed my head, because that’s all I could think of doing with all the pain in it. Then the images began. All passing as fast as the speed of light yet I was able to depict every part of them. I closed my eyes tight and winced in agony. I could feel it coming, the darkness that always over powered me… fainting had always been a problem but never had I fainted twice in the same month. I can’t faint in front of him.

I looked up at Ian and noticed he was just a few feet away staring intently at me. “You honestly don’t remember me.”

It wasn’t a question.

Yet I still replied a no.

“I won’t hurt you, yet. I don’t believe it’s as fun to take revenge when you can’t even remember yet along even stand up. Besides what fun is it to me if you just gave up, I need you to suffer.” He said as I stumbled past him.

My whole body was shaking and I embraced myself waiting for the impact of the ground as I fell. Ian caught me by the arm before my face plastered the roof floor. “Don’t touch me!” I said yanking my arm away from his grasp.

Holding his hands up in defeat he said, “You should be grateful it’s not every day I help someone. So why were you crying?”

I continued walking while holding my cardigan to cover my chest from the wind. Almost reaching the door I felt Ian’s hand grab my arm.

“Don’t ignore me when I speak to you.” He ordered his eyes once again growing black.

Trying to release his tight grasp I jerked my arm with no success. “Let go, you’re hurting me.” I managed to say. It sounded more like a choking cat. My whole body felt as if it was burning and me cheeks had boiling blood in them despite the cold tears I shed. The migraine seemed to drain the life out of me, weakening me by the second.

He pulled me away from the door and onto his arms. He wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. As he walked to the edge of the roof carrying me on his back I started to shake. “It was a nice life” I managed to whisper before I was consumed by darkness.

A.N.:                    The End.

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