These thoughts have entrapped me
in the darkness inside;
I've tried to escape
but there's nowhere to hide.
In the mornings I ran to forests
where I thought being solitary was free,
but they were the ones creating shadows
in the times of morning daylight.
I tried to run away
and I thought they wouldn't catch up
but I realised they weren't running;
they were waiting for me at the end.
The nights that I've been crying
I thought it would make my heart less heavy,
but at 6 AM with tear-stained cheeks
I don't know what to feel but empty.
And what if I drowned in water,
would it finally silence them out?
Or have I been drowning in my thoughts
before I could even blackout?
I thought trapping them in a cage
would keep them from making harm,
but with ease they just bailed out
and they were free to run about.
Until I decided to write them down;
All their words and all they say,
and it gave me a hope of sanity
a hope that I can collect myself.
But I guess with all good things
it would come with a price;
in my ink they will forever live
even if I'm buried six foot under.
YOU ARE READING
dust untouched
Poesiedust untouched from the clutter in an abyss we call "minds" in various styles // trigger warning. please do be careful. highest rank: #38
