It's Us Against The World

Chapter 12

Keke's POV

As I was sitting on my bed texting Drew, knowing Maleak is probably downstairs looking stupid, I was smiling to myself. That smile fell when Maleak bust into my room but closing and locking the door softly but showing his anger.

I looked at him like he was crazy as he walked over to me. "Yo what the fuck!!?" I shouted as he grabbed my ankles and swung them off of my bed making me fall a little too. "Maleak what the-" I began to shout, but his lips crashes into mines faster than a blink of an eye.

I tried to push him off of me with all of my might, but he was too strong. He gripped my waist so tight I cringed. I tried pushing him off again, I even was kicking my feet which is useless, but he didn't budge.

His lips did feel amazing against mines, and my panties were soaking, but I wasn't going to show him, and I damn sure wasn't going to let him know. I kept pushing even though it wasn't doing anything but making him grip my waist even tighter.

This muthafucka is crazy, I mean I've always known, but I didn't know he was this crazy. I have been depressed and always crying because of this mothafucka, and I'm not going to let him control me and pull me back in because he's jealous and mad.

If I go back it won't make a difference from before we left from Thanksgiving break or before then.

I felt him force his tongue inside of my mouth as he forced me to lay back. I tried to stay up, but my strength and weight was nothing compared to his. He over powered me and I am laying on my back as I try to push him off of me. He grabbed my wrists and held them above my head with one hand and brought my legs on the bed.

I started kicking my legs and squeezing them shut but he still managed to pry them open and get between them. His one hand was stronger than both of mine literally, I can't get them loose.

He slid his hand up my shirt, and I know I can't physically stop him so I started talking to get him thinking, and stop him from using his thoughts.

"What? You're going to rape me with my family downstairs? This is rape because I'm not willingly doing this. I asked and begged you to stop several times damn it.

So you're going to rape me Maleak? This isn't love! Sneaking around and choosing people over me is not love! You're going to rape me and Darius, my aunt and uncle are down there? You must really don't care because Nikki is down there, and she fucking love you. She looks up to you, what is she going to think about the only person she have and care about, raping me? You're not taking her feelings or well being into consideration.

She told me she went into depression after you left her, and she just came out of depression when she saw you. All of them damn years of her hurting because of you. Now she's going to lose her mind, and what is going to pull her out of it? Not you, seeing or talking to you won't be enough!

Me, I'll never forgive you Maleak. It's funny because I actually believed you until now when you told me you loved me. But seeing this side of you makes me feel stupid for believing you. You only wanted me for sex, you wouldn't make us official because of Darius. You wouldn't do it because you didn't see an us, you only saw sex in me.

It hurts because I fell for it, I do love you. But now I guess it's time to stop. You're not who you use to be, or the person I love Maleak. You're not Maleak, you're a psycho. Or were you showing us who you wanted to be or who we wanted you to be? Are you showing your true colors Maleak? Is the real fucking Maleak a fucking psychopath? A rapist?" I asked staring into his eyes.

He had stopped when I started talking, he looked into my eyes with so much sorrow and hurt. I saw the tears in his eyes before he left me on the bed.

Then I did regret it because I know it wasn't him. He was mad because I started talking about Drew to make him made. This is kind of my fault, I know they say the guys always make the girls feel like it's their fault, but this isn't that.

I jumped up and ran after Maleak, I grabbed him and pulled him back into my room. Not to kiss or to fuck, but to talk. But he wouldn't go in, he just looked me into my eyes with visible big tears in his eyes. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." He whispered before walking off.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it either. Maleak I know that wasn't who you are, I'm sorry." I said as the tears fell from my eyes.

The truth is I was still mad about him breaking it off on Thanksgiving break. But the thing is I was more hurt than ever. It wasn't just him that put me in a deep depression, it is the fact that I got pregnant. No one knows and Maleak won't be with me so I'm in this all alone. Yes he will take care of it if he finds out, and I will tell him. I have to tell my family too.

I don't want anyone to know right now though. There's a mini me and Maleak growing in me. What am I going to name it, what if I don't want to keep it. I won't have an abortion because I can't bring myself to do so. I already love the baby too much for that, but it's going to be born in a broken home.

I don't want my baby to be born in a broken home, but I don't want to give it up either. I'll miss it and will want it back. Maleak doesn't love me because if he did he would have said fuck Darius and we would be together right now. But he didn't and that shows me he doesn't care as much as I do and as much as I thought he did.

Now I'm sitting here pregnant looking like a damn dummy. I walked into the bathroom and lifted my shirt up and looked at my stomach. It hasn't grown but my face will start to glow soon and I will start gaining weight and craving weird and crazy food.

Tonight I'm going to go out and get my head clear, I'm not going to drink any alcohol, just virgin drinks. I got up and got dressed and called some old friends.