fate? (hayes grier)

Chapter 21

Hayes P.O.V

Now I actually have no chance in getting her back, I thought I would still have a small chance but she wont even talk to me. I cant believe I messed up this badly, I knew I wasn't perfect and was bound to mess up at some point but I didn't think I would ever cheat on her. I didn't even mean to do it, I don't even remember the girls name. Her friend told me that she slipped something in my drink after the damage was already done. I went upstairs into Nicole's room since she was downstairs with Isabel. I looked around at the pictures she had on her wall, a majority of them was her family and friends and then on another wall was all pictures of me and her from our first date, vacations, or whenever we would hang out. Maybe I still have a chance after all, I mean if she truly hated me and wanted nothing to do with me she would've taken down the pictures of us right? of course she would've its Nicole we're talking about. I was broken out of my thoughts by Nash standing in the door way.

"What are you doing in here?" he asked

"Looking around to see if our pictures were still up" I answered

"Why would you do that" he asked again

"Because I wanted to know if I still had a chance with her" I said sadly

"Look I know that Nicole truly loves you and that she will forgive you but you need to try explaining what happened and letting her know how much you love her" Nash told me

"And what if that doesn't work? what if she wont even talk to me" I asked

"Nicole will eventually talk to you but you have to show her that you're worth her time" he says as he walks out the door. I wait a few minutes before leaving Nicole's room and walking downstairs to see only Nicole in the living room by herself.

"Where is everyone?" I ask as I walk in

"Nash, Caitlynne, Victoria, Shawn, Denise and Matt went to the movies and Isabel and Gilinsky are upstairs in the guest room" she replies

"Oh, so what happened with Isabel?" I ask as I sit on the couch next to Nicole

"Apparently Carter tried to rape her in an ally"  she replied

"Wow that's awful" I say, as we both just sat there in a somewhat awkward silence "Nicole can we please talk? I really want to explain myself" I say

"Sure, I would love to see how you explain to me the reason you were making out with a girl when we were dating" she replies

"Okay so we went to a party one night and there was a bunch of people there including that girl you saw me with, she wouldn't leave us alone and just sat near us the entire time. I was talking to Matt about something so I wasn't looking at her or my drink on the table, after what you saw happened her friend told me that she put something in my drink to make me more likely to do things and to get my focus off of talking about you which I was doing the whole night. Once I came through and realized what I was doing I pushed her off and ran out of the party all the way home where I locked myself in my room crying because I was worried you would hate me and never talk to me again. Nicole, I love you so much that I nearly died at the thought of losing you, I felt like my worst nightmare was coming true because I love you more than anything else in the world" I said, I look over to see Nicole with tears in her eyes. "Please don't cry babe, it hurts me seeing you like this and the fact that its my fault makes me feel even worse" I say pulling her into my arms rocking her back and forth

"Hayes, I love you so much that when I saw that video I died inside, my entire body felt numb. It hurt so much seeing you with her" She said in tears

"I'm so sorry Nicole, I never meant to hurt you. I just want to be able to call you mine again" I replied kissing her forehead

"I'd like that to Hayes, but I don't want to let this go so easily with the chance that you could do it again" she replied looking down

"Nicole, look at me I would never do that again, when I didn't have you I was lost I honestly didn't have the want to do anything. I wouldn't risk losing you again" I replied putting my fingers under her chin so that she would look at me. I leaned in kissing her lips, a feeling I have missed for what feels like forever.

"Okay" Nicole says reattaching our lips into a more passionate kiss. I smiled into the kiss knowing that I had my baby girl back in my arms. I pulled away kissing her check as she smiled and hid her face in my chest to hide her blush.

"Aw babe don't hide you look cute when you blush" I said looking into her eyes making her blush more.