Our last goodbye

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MADI POV
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I got out of the hospital a month ago and I'm on my way to Taylor's funeral. Things have been a little bumpy and I've cried so much but I've been getting through it. I put on a black dress, with some heals (picture). I put my concealer and my water proof mascara on and curled my hair. I grabbed my keys, phone and bag then headed out the door. I got in my car and went there trying not the cry. I pulled up and stopped and took a breath. I got out and locked the car and walked up to the crowd of people. There was a guy standing up at the front waiting for everyone to be quiet so he could say a few things. Everyone sat down and he begin speaking, I wasn't crying but I felt like I had to. The memories of us kept running through my head and all the regrets I wish I could of changed. Usually they show the body for a last goodbye but for some reason they didn't. Did he ask for them not to? Or did he already schedule it? Or is it just a family thing? I was wondering that for a while until it was time to lower him under the ground. I saw a bunch of people walk away but I wanted to stay. I didn't like the feeling of him being gone but I knew he was in a better place. I just wish I could of said goodbye or I love you. But I knew I was going to have to move on a start a new life and a family. But how do I do that without the person I love? I can't. Taylor was my everything, my life my candle my laugh and my smile. He not only showed me how to smile but how to live, and I never could of repaid him. He showed me how to ride a motorcycle and how to a summersault. He showed me courage and strength, but most of all he showed me how to love. So I won't remember him as a dead man, or a guy that got shot, or just some teen love relationship that ends in a few days. I'll remember him as the guy that saved me and most importantly the one I loved.
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