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Was it wrong to feel like this?
So much hatred and anger toward one person?
That's how I feel, hell I bet he doesn't even know how to feel.
"Why'd you come back in here for?"
"Janiece, I can't just leave you like that." He gawked at the picture of the two beautiful human beings I've ever met, "they're beautiful babe, please..."
"Save your tears for your pillow you disgusting son of a bitch–actually, Pattie doesn't deserve that title because she's too raw, but your father...he can go burn in hell for all I care!" I pointed a manicured nail in his red flushed face, "you don't like it do you? You think I'm going to take you back just like that? You are such a fucking prick if you think you can walk in here all high and mighty and think that I–," I pointed to my self, "–am going to allow you to make me feel even more awful than I already am."
He looked down speechless, good.
"You and your family have done nothing but made me feel worthless and disgusted about my self" My eyebrows were raised, "do you think it's fair Justin?"
"I–"
"I didn't say you could speak!" He scratched the back of his neck, "do you seriously think that after neglecting your own children–after knocking me up–that I would let you see them? A photo and a simple letter wouldn't even be enough–Don't look at me all tear eyed and sorrowful or I'll kick you so hard that you won't produce anymore."
"Janiece baby...I'm a changed man." He stood up with his 6foot something self.
"Oh please, you don't intimidate me one bit." I crossed my arms, "and tell Jeremy that he's an asshole for putting you up to this, because I fucking know he did."
His expression was priceless, "I came here on my own will, I want you back Jay."
Oh please, how many times have I heard this before? Ten maybe twenty times in the last five years.
"There's this thing called a door, you can use it and get your fucking ass out of here before I call security."
"Janiece, if you throw me out again I'll just be back." He rolled up his sleeves uncovering another sleeve of tattoos, "give me a chance...please baby."
"Oh fuck you!" I sarcastically laughed, "get outta here man, your kids wouldn't even believe they were related to you after hearing about what you wanted me to do to them."
"I was young and stupid!" The stapler flew across the room and landed on the wall. "Don't fucking stand there and blame me for all this shit! It takes two people to make a damn baby–two damn babies–and if you were not going to spread your legs that day we wouldn't be here right now!"
I wiped the stray tear away from my cheek, "You said you would love me more if I had sex with you! You took my virginity and you still stand here and blame me?...Y–you stole my first everything's Justin."
"You want to give me a chance Jay, I know you do. And I'm sorry for not staying by your side but I needed the Bond with my parents much more!"
"They're your children you sinful idiot! How did those Devils raise you? You're the spawn of satan!"
"Calm down Janiece–fuck, Don't hit me!"
"You fucking deserve it." I turned my face to the side, "you should use the door and leave..."
