The 5 And Only

Chapter 12

Harry's POV

"I'm gonna go to sleep you should too. I love you Hazz, see you in the morning." Morgan said before she closed the door. "I love you too, like love love you Morgan. I wish you were mine. This may sound super cheesy, but if I do go to sleep I'll see you in my dreams before in the morning." I muttered under my breath after Morgan shut the door. I can't deny my feelings for her. I love her...I LOVE her. I can't escape how I feel no matter how hard I try. I can't help that she makes me feel perfect, that I get butterflies when I see her, that when she talks to me my heart is racing so fast I'm afraid she can see it pump in my chest. Yes I am guy and that sounds girly but I don't care. Morgan is different. She's my one and only. I beat myself up thinking she will never want to be with me. I get so insecure then when I'm with her all the insecurities go away. I need to tell her how I feel. I need to. I just need to figure out how and when, and make sure Liam isn't around. I'm pretty sure Liam feels the same way that I do about Morgan, and yes he has known her way longer but I feel like I like/love her way more than he ever will. I've known Morgan long enough. Just thinking about her and Liam possibly being together just makes me want to punch a wall which I did like 2 days ago. I'm surprised no one has seen the hole in the wall yet. I mean it's just out there right in the middle of the wall. Then again the only time the boys really come in this room besides me is to sleep. The whole day we're usually somewhere not at the house then when we come back we usually all fall asleep together around the house not even in this room.

Anyway, I wonder what Liam and Morgan even did today. When I saw Liam he was oddly smiley. He couldn't have asked her out could he? No. Morgan would've told me. Unless she didn't want me to know. Why wouldn't she. What id they kissed? I'm getting really pissed again. I need to know they aren't dating. I quickly darted downstairs to where the guys were which was in the kitchen. They were all laughing at something Niall did. "Hey Liam I need to talk to you." I demanded trying to stay calm. "Okay?" He said questioningly. I just turned and walked into the far corner of the living room figuring he was following me. When I stopped I flung around to him. "Are you dating Morgan?" I asked keeping my voice down. "NO! She's my best friend I would never date her." Liam whimpered. "Really? You would never date her? You don't have feelings for her that way?" I questioned with a completely serious face. "NO never! She is ONLY my best friend." Liam swore. I just nodded and stormed back upstairs into my room and flung myself onto the bed.

No matter what Liam said he wasn't fooling me. I can tell they deffinatley aren't dating, but I know he's lying about having feelings for her just as a friend. Gosh why do I have to like her?! Or why does Liam have to like her? Or why can't she like me back? Wow I ask way too many questions. I know this is sorta changing subjects, but it was really weird. I went to use Morgan's bathrom because all the other bathrooms were occupied. When I entered her bathroom her mirror was shattered. What could've happened? Did she do it? Was someone there and lost there temper? There I go with questions again, shit. It was really odd though. I meant to ask Morgan today, but I didn't get the chance since she wasn't home all day. I told myself I would try to look at her knuckles next time I saw her. I would've when she came in, but I just now remembered.

She definitely could've done that if she got really pissed. I will find out I'm planning on having a day with her at the house alone. I told Louis how I feel about her and he said he would have all guys go out that day and tell them I didn't want to go. I won't be able to sleep until then. I'm trying not to think about it too much because then I'll get all panicky and want everything to be all planned out instead of in the moment. Whenever things were all planned out and I was around her they would completely backfire so its all better in the moment. I just really, really hope everything goes perfectly unplanned.

Liam's POV

What has been up with Harry? I mean seriously he just hasn't been himself since we got here...Now it's all falling together...he loves Morgan. That's why he has been so anti-social and all weird around Morgan. Plus he hasn't been sleeping I can tell both by how he looks and the fact that whenever I get up in the middle on the night he's always on his phone or just awake laying in bed. That explains the death glares I get from him too. Along with his question attack a few minutes ago. Harry thinks I like Morgan like he does and somehow she will date me and not him. 

I still have no clue how I feel about Morgan. When I was with her today my head kept saying I love her I love her. Now its just back to not knowing a clue. I think were just friends though and only that because things are just so much better as her friend. It's all I can ask for. We love each other but don't LOVE each other. She's my best friend, I want to keep it that way. There isn't much of a difference anyway. Morgan and I are just like boyfriend and girlfriend just without kissing. Other than that there wouldn't be a difference. It would be nice to kiss her though, and be able to say she's mine and only mine. What am I saying...F.R.I.E.N.D.S. NOTHING MORE LIAM!!! Ugg please tell me I'm not starting this again I was just completely convinced I loved her as a friend but noooo my mind just had to bring up kissing! What am I going to do?!

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CONFUSION: What will Liam do? Keep commenting what the Liam+Morgan and Harry+Morgan ship name should be!!!!!! Love you c: xxx