The Story Behind The Headlines

Everyone thinks JZ is hot.

*Lidi's P.O.V*

We were 1 week away. One measly little tiny week away. Let's see that's 7 days... 24 hours a day 24 times 7 is... aw forget this. Just know were one tiny week away from going home. Back to life as normal. Well as normal as living with the Jonas's can get. But, unfortunaly this week is going to be the looongest week of tour. All week the boys have press, and Disney, and just stuff in general. It's been 3 weeks since I broke up with Cody. I hardly ever think about him. Justin and Kay are still going strong and they are actually a really cute couple. No, them going out when I am single doesn't bother me at all. It bothers Joe more than anybody. Mostly cuz he feels sorry for me. He's still the only one that knows we broke up. Everyone else thinks we text all the time, but don't actually get to see eachother because of you know work and stuff. Slowly, I found out that the guy that called me at the hotel was my dad and that he was now in jail... again. I cried for about 20 mins and got over it. It was honestly better this way. In the past 3 months I have filled two of my journals, some of it were songs and poems, some were rants, or letters, or diary entries, or memories that I wrote down of mom because I don't ever want to forget them, but it was all personal and I was the only one that ever looked inside those journals and Joe too. Not sure how he managed it, but he accidently read a rant I had wrote the day Jonas stuff was being annoying and he was esspecially ticking me off. He asked me if that's how I really felt and then wanted to help fix it and make tour more interesting for me. Joe and I have become really close. I still am close to Nick and Kev, but Joe is just kinda always there. The other two you kinda have to search for our take a number to talk to them sometimes. They always say I can interupt their work or dates or what ever if I ever needed them, but it just kinda seems wrong sometimes so I steer clear of that. Well, I guess that enough of a rant and catch up. 

"Lidia! Let's go!" I snapped out of my reminicing of the past three weeks, grabbing my bag and heading out to the front of the bus. "Geez. Are you deaf?" Joe smirked. I flipped him an eye role and he shot daggers with his eyes. Like I've said, we've gotten close. 

"No... I was listening to my Ipod." I said explaining my lack of hearing. 

"Oh really now?" He asked me questioningly obviously he knew I was lying. 

"yup." I answered simply avoiding contact.

"So you were listening to this?" He asked pulling my Ipod out of his back pack and handing it to me. "You left in my room last night, thought you might want it back." Again he was smirking. I hated that smirk. 

"Oh... I was wondering where that was." 

"No more lying Lidia. Don't make me..." He threatend as we steped off the bus. 

"Lidia... are you lying again." Kevin asked in his "serious" tone. 

"Nice going Joe." I rolled my eyes and walked over to give Kev and Dani a hug. They had their own bus now being married and all. Dani and I have sleep overs every once and a while where I stay on their bus and we pain nails and do hair and talk about girly stuff, but only after Kev has gone to sleep. It's our girlz only bonding time. And I looked forward to continuing it when we got home in a week. 

We assumed the positions as we got ready to walk through the crowds. Nick and I still stand together because yes, I know I'm still scared of papparazzi and fans. I don't go anywhere without JZ, more on him later.

*That night at the hotel* (Sorry I'm skipping around a lot. I'm trying to fill in gaps and tie loose ends while trying to keep it interesting. Stick with me I promice it get's good here real soon.) :P

*Phone Convo with Joe*

J: Hey you. What's up?

L: You? I don't have a name anymore. Humph. How rude. 

J: You know what I meant. What's up. 

L: I'm going running you wanna go?

J: Can't JB stuff. Sorry girly. Ask JZ. That's what he's here for. 

L: I'm going to just wondered if you wanna join me. 

J: Sorry. You know this last week is a one way ticket to crazy town depot with stops at grr and uhgg. 

L: I know. I'm just annoyed with it. That's all.

J: I understand. I gotta go. Text me before you leave. 

L: K. Smile big for the cameras... and don't fall. 

J: Pfft. What makes you think I'ma fall... you stop your mental glare young lady! 

L: Haha. Love you. 

J: Love you too. Be good. 

L: Uh-huh whatever. 

J: Lidia... 

L: Fine, I'll be good. But only if you promice to take me out to icecream afterwards. 

J: Deal. 

L&J: Bye. 

*end of convo*

I hung up the phone and looked at the clock. I changed into sweats and grabed my phone, Ipod, and room key. Heading down the hall I looked at Kay's door. We have been really distant lately. Not like and I hate you distance... yet, but it's getting awfull close. I honestly don't know what happened, but what ever it was happened and I didn't know if I had enough energy to even think about tying to fix it. I kept walking finally knocking on door 727. 

"Hey, are we going running?" JZ asked. I simply nodded and turned on my heels to sit down in the hallway. 

Let me back it up for you. Brandon my old security dude. Yeah... well let's just say he's got sticky hands. And may or may not have stole equipment from my brothers. And may or may not have been stupid enough to gloat about it. And may or may not have been fired and forced to pay back in full for everything he MAY or may not have stole. Catch my drift? Yeah so they decided that because I was now out in the public eye like a bajillion times more than I was earlier that I needed my own PS (personal security). They hired Kenny part time, yup Justin's head of security. He was awesome. But he was Justin's and after a while Justin needed him back so we went on a hunt for mine. We ended up finding this dude. JZ. His real name is Joe Zander, but because of all the Joe's on this tour I call him JZ and he goes with me everywhere. He's 24 so only a year older than Kev which buggs Kev to no end, but he's cool for me. He's like 6 feet tall which is tall considering I'm only 5' 5". Sad huh? He's like an older brother to me (like I  really need more of those). He can tell when I'm super upset and can tell when I just kinda want to punch a wall. One time I told him I was angry and wanted to punch a certain someone in the face he was all like no, don't punch _______. That could end badly. Just punch me. So I did. The dude didn't even flintch. He didn't yell at me for taking him litterally. It just kinda became a thing. I would just punch him in the shoulder... Don't ask it just made me feel better. There's two things I find really really funny about JZ. One he was in the secret service. He protected the flippin President! And two everyone thinks he's super hot. So when I'm walking through a crowd with him everyone screams for him which takes the pressure off me, which makes me feel so much more comfterble with crowds. Well that's enough of him. Back to the run. 

We had made it about 3 miles when we decided to turn around and run back. 

~~~~~~~~~~~~So that's all I got for right now. I know there was a TON of info packed in one chapter. I needed some kind of chapter that could spiral out in different ways. Now I'm leaving you anticipating what happens next. Cuz something will. Muwahahahaha. :P haha Thanks for reading as always~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~