Just Go With It.

nine

When I got to Lou's, I tried my hardest to keep it all together, but it was just impossible. I had been staying with the boys for just under two month and Luke just under 3 and as well as having new bestfriends, I was so much more happier. Then when I got the news abut my mother a few weeks before they dropped the 'we're leaving' bomb it shattered my heart but the boys were picking up the pieces without even realising. I know that me and my mum never saw eye to eye, but she was still the person who brought me into this world and looked after me for the 18 years of my life, sure she could have been a better mother, but at the end of the day, I could have also been a better daughter. I couldn't just brush it off, because me and my mum had so many happy memories that mean so much to me- even to this day. I hadn't even told Skye, and the longer I was leaving it, the more guilt I felt.

"Mimi?" I looked to my left and saw Lou, knocking on my car window. I smiled and got out of my car, walking round to meet her.

"Hey, how are you?" I smiled.

"Mimi, come on inside. I can tell something has happened and I feel you need a girl to talk to." She pulled me into a hug and I felt like bursting into tears, but restrained myself.

I walked into Lou's place and saw Skye and Lux watching a movie in the front room. Neither me nor Lou were acknowledged by any of them, so we continued through to the kitchen.

"Would you like a cup of tea?" she asked putting the kettle on, and I shook my head. "Oh, Hunnie, tell me what's up, you look really down and I hate seeing you this way."

I took a deep breath and wanted to talk, but no words came out. "Is it the boys?" she asked, quietly. I nodded as she pulled me into yet another hug. "I'm just going to tell the girls that you're here, then you can tell me, okay?" she left me in the kitchen, as I prepared myself to let everything out.

"Right, so I want to know as much as you can tell me." and I started, from the beginning of how me and Luke met, how I felt about Luke to when I got the phone call about my mum and the news of the boys leaving then to me and Luke arguing a little.

"You've had it hard these past few weeks haven't you?"

"People have it worse though don't they. I feel like I'm just overreacting with the boys leaving, but they are the only people I've really ever become friends with." I sighed "I've offered them to stay with me, but Luke being the stubborn lad he is, refused, which then led to our argument. I really don't want them to leave, Lou."

"I can see. How about I have Skye for the night, then you can go home and sort out things with the boys. You can't let them leave if you're going to struggle without them." Lou was so right, she always was and I knew I had to take her advice.

"and I still need to tell Skye about my mum." she sighed as did I. "I can't break her little heart just yet."

"Talk to your brother," she said pouring her tea. "I'm sure he will know what to do." I nodded, thinking about how my brother was.

"Hey, are you sure about having Skye for the night? I can always take her home."

"No, honestly, Lux was asking me this morning if she could stay over and I said I would ask you but I guess it slipped my mind." she laughed lightly.

"Lou, where do I start off? Like, should I talk to the boys, before they make their final decision, or do I talk to Sam about Skye?"

"Well, personally, I'd talk to the boys first. Then they could also help you with telling Skye. But, If I were you, I'd get to them as soon as possible before they leave already."

"Right, I'm off. I really have to talk to them. I will give you a ring later, thank you so much I owe you!"

I said goodbye and goodnight to Skye and walked out the door, got into my car and waved bye to Lou as I made my journey home.

A'N- it's gonna be a double update tonight because this is so short oml....