Chapter fourteen - Rumour Has It
*Faith pov*
Josh ran his hand down my arm lightly.
"You know I won't let anybody touch you." He whispered. I nodded slightly, looking up at Josh. He's perfect. His crystal eyes are perfect. His smile's perfect. He's just a big ball of fucking perfect.
"I know." Josh cupped my face and rubbed his thumb lightly over my skin. "This sucks."
"What sucks?"
"I can't touch you. I can't kiss you..." Josh looked deep into my eyes.
"Why not? We both know how we feel about each other."
"I don't know. It's complicated." I explained.
"It doesn't have to be." Josh leaned foreword, centimetres from my lips. "You have to wake up." He whispered and I shook my head. "You're my little rebel." I smiled and Josh pressed his lips on mine. The moment he did, I woke. My alarm's buzzing it's ass off so I hit it, making it shut up. My brain needs to stop having dreams about him...
I rolled out of bed and got dressed. Tights and a baggie shirt. I did my hair, like always, straight. Just my regular routine. My life is a routine. Wake up, get dressed, do my hair, walk out the door, go to school, be scared shitless of Cody, and be taunted by this perfect, beautiful guy from school, also known as the wonderful Josh.
I don't know what to do. Not just in life, but with Josh. I'm so confused of what's happening with... THIS.
I went downstairs and mom didn't leave for work yet. She's in the kitchen sipping on her coffee as she packs her briefcase.
"I'll be home late again tonight." She told me.
"Ok, that's fine." I said.
"You can take care of yourself, right hun?"
"Yea, I have for a while now, mom." Mom nodded.
"I'll see you later." She grabbed her briefcase and put her coffee on the counter. "Hey Faith... I love you."
"I love you too." Mom smiled faintly and left.
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Josh met me at the corner of my street so he could walk with me to school. We talked and apparently there's another fucking rumour going around that Cody got arrested or something like that. Good. I hope he got shipped to a prison on an Island by Mexico or something like that. But I know that's not gonna happen. I don't even care if he got arrested or not. If he just stays the fuck away from me, I'm fine.
Josh and I separated in the hall to go to our own lockers. That dream is replaying in my head and I can't get it out. Even though it was just a dream, the touch of his skin brushing mine give me shivers. The touch of his lips... Don't even get me started.
"Hey, Faith?" A random guy said. I looked at him. He's standing by his locker with his friend. I've seriously never seen this guy before.
"What?"
"Can we borrow you this weekend? How do you feel about doin' it with two guys?" He asked, pointing to his friend then him, raising his eyebrows. I want to just pull out a knife and stab them both repeatedly twenty million times! But I didn't. I walked away and both the guys laughed. This 'rumour' has gone way too far. Everyone probably knows me as a friggin slut because I apparently slept with Josh. It's funny how a couple of words can go around the whole school so quickly.
I walked down the hall with anger filling my whole body. It's pumping through my veins. I went in the other direction of my locker, knowing exactly where I'm going. I came up to Kat and her little 'gang' of bitches by her locker.
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Fight For Something (Josh Ramsay Fanfic) (Mature)
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