Fight For Something (Josh Ramsay Fanfic) (Mature)

Chapter 31 - Reality

Chapter thirty one - Reality

*Faith pov*

"I don't like this. I don't like you ruining your body." Josh took my fingers between his.

"You are."

"Doesn't mean you need to. You're too beautiful." I smiled faintly. Josh took my arm and kissed my wrist. "I love you." He pulled away from my wrist and looked down at me as we both laid there on the couch. "When was the last time you ate?" He asked.

"I don't know. Maybe last night, I think." I told him, not quite sure of the answer.

"Well, I'm going to make you something." Josh hopped off the couch.

"But I'm not hungry." I told him as he walked to the kitchen.

"Yes you are!" He called. I chucked and sat up. I grabbed the blanket that was laying over the arm rest and threw it over my legs, getting cold.

"What're you making me?" I asked, looking into the kitchen.

"Eggs." Josh said, giving me a smile. "'Cuz I'm fancy." I smiled down to my lap and fiddled with my thumbs. I still can't believe Josh is back. And that I forgave him. I still don't know why I did that. I guess it's love... Wow that sounded really cheesy. What is love anyways? It's stupid, really. I don't think it's a good thing. You can either get crushed, feeling like you're heart got ripped from your body, guts spilling everywhere... or find your happily ever after. Sometimes it's-... Most of the time it's hard to find that and actually get married and don't separate. I don't-

My thoughts were interrupted by the door blowing open by Hope and I jumped a little.

"Jesus Hope! Something trying to murder you?" I asked. She slammed the door and turned to me with a smile. She jogged over to me, jumping over the coffee table and jumping on the couch.

"Was it good!? Wait, I don't wanna know that. When did Josh get back? Where did he go? You guys are good, right?" Hope went on and on, asking questions that she didn't let me answer.

Hope babbled and Josh came out of the kitchen to see what she was going on about. I looked passed Hope and stared at Josh about to laugh.

"Was that the first time you guys, you know...?" She asked. Josh cleared his throat so Hope knew he was there. She turned around, startled. "Josh!" She said excitedly. She jumped off the couch and ran over to him, giving him a hug. "Hi!" Hope said happily. Josh hugged her back and I smiled. Hope let him go then started hitting his chest. "What the hell is wrong with you!?" She yelled. "You just leave!? What the fuck!? And you go and cheat on her at a party! Really?"

"Hope, it's fine." I told her.

"No! I know how much you love him and you just walk out on her like that?! You know what she's been through!"

"Hope-"

"No, I know what I did was horrible." Josh said. "And I said I was sorry."

"'Sorry'.That's it?" Hope asked.

"No, that's not it. There's some things I don't think you wanna hear."

"Ew, Josh stop." Hope pleaded and I chuckled. "Fine, you're forgiven. For now."

"What're you gonna do about it?" Josh joked.

"You don't wanna know."

"Ok, children..." I said, breaking up their argument. Josh chuckled and got the eggs where he put them down. He came back over and gave me the eggs.

"Sorry it's cold. Someone had to interrupt my egg giving." Josh glared over at Hope.

"It's not my fault your eggs got cold." Hope told him. Josh stuck his tongue out then kissed me. He kept his lips on mine for a minute. I missed this feeling. Hope made a barfing sound. Josh pulled away from me.