Fight For Something (Josh Ramsay Fanfic) (Mature)

Chapter 29 - Goodbye and Hello

Chapter twenty nine - Goodbye and Hello

*Faith pov*

Another day at school...

I hate it. I hate it here. It's so stressful and what's the point? I don't pay attention, I'm probably failing all my classes...

Last night I did go downstairs for the rest of the day with Sherrie and Hope. We watched movies with me curled up on the couch. On Friday, Hope has a P.A. day at her school so she's sleeping over at a friends house, Thursday to Friday. And on those days Sherrie has this course she has to take about photography somewhere, staying over night. So now I'm home alone thursday night. I guess that's not bad... Maybe I'll ask Matt to come over. Maybe Sara.

I talked to Sara this morning and last night too. She called me to see how I was doing. She didn't talk about Josh, knowing I would want to ignore the topic. I wanted to ask if she heard from him but I knew the answer would be no.

I feel better today. Not good but not worse. I can't stop thinking about mom today. Tomorrow is her funeral. Sherrie, Hope, Matt, Sara, Miles and Carolynn are coming and I'm glad I have people there helping me through it. I still have to go to school for half of the day tomorrow which sucks.

It's almost the end of the day today then I get to leave this hell hole also known as school. Matt's making me go over to his house today. He told me his parents are at work and his sister is going to her friends house right after school. Matt ordered me to go over which I really don't want to do but it'll still be 'fun'.

The bell rang for the end of the day. I closed my sketch book and threw it in my bag before I threw it over my shoulder. I walked out of the art room, passing Kat. She gives me looks sometimes not bad looks but... Just 'looks'.

I walked down the hall to the abandoned hall where my locker lives. I unlocked my lock and opened the bent metal door. I unzipped my bag and threw my sketch book and binders at the top shelf of my locker. I zipped my bag back up and slammed my locker door. If you don't slam it, the door gets stuck or doesn't shut at all. It kinda sucks.

I dragged myself down the hall and outside to meet Matt by his car. I looked around and couldn't find him. I took myself to the parking lot and saw Matt's car with no Matt. I stood by his car and leaned on the side of it.

Soon, Matt came around the corner.

"Hey, sorry." He said, unlocking his car. "Thought you would run away." He chuckled.

"No, why would I turn down a drive home?" I asked sarcastically.

"True." I got in the passenger side of his car as he got in behind the wheel.

"Do you think you can come over on thursday night to friday?" I asked as Matt backed up out of the parking lot.

"Uh, one of my buddies asked me to go over that night." He told me.

"Oh, ok."

"I could always ditch him and I can come over, we can hang."

"No, no. It's fine. I can ask Sara to come or something."

"You sure?" He asked.

"Yea, it's totally fine." I gave him a small smile.

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We drove to Matt's and walked inside.

"Why do I need to be here, again?" I asked.