Obsessed with Perfection

Chapter 14

I cringe, feeling the needle drilling my skin. Is this what a wall feels like when you stick thumb tacks in it? The pain isn't unbearable, but it is very uncomfortable.

"How are you holding up love?" Liam asks hovering over me. I look up at him shooting daggers at him

"Okay this is the last part, but it is very painful since the coloring is on your hip bone" Mike says changing the ink to a darker black. I look back at Liam and frown.

"What in the hell was I thinking Liam!" I snap groaning

"Here just squeeze my hand" He grabbed my hand and the impact was so strong that I had pulled away. He furrowed his eyebrows looking at me; he had this unreadable expression on his face. I felt pain in my hip and I immediately grabbed his hand.

"Liam how do you have all of those tattoos? It feels like somebody is trying to suck blood from my pores" I whine hearing him chuckle

"It isn't that bad" Liam says sitting down next to me

"Easy for you to say" I mutter squeezing his hand tighter

I groan feeling my side throb; I stood up walking around Liam's room. I hear the shower still running, I sigh of boredom. I walk to his dresser seeing multiple pieces of papers; being the nosy person I am I found out that they were different court papers. I pick up a paper folding it over.

"You know curiosity killed the cat" Liam's voice booms throughout the room making me jump

"I-I'm sorry" I stuttered putting the paper back down

"Why are you sticking your nose where it doesn't belong?" He asks crossing his arm

"I honestly was expecting to find pictures not court papers" I muttered

"And what did you find?"

"Nothing, I didn't want to invade your privacy"

"Good" He says nonchalantly

"Liam, can I ask you something?" I ask sitting down

"Depends"

"Why do you have court papers?" I ask

"I can't answer that" He says sitting beside me

"Why not?, we are friends you can tell me anything" I sit my hand on his lap and he reacts rather harshly to this

"Friends?  More like acquaintances. Danielle we have only known each other for a month. Do you think I can actually trust you?" He asked scoffing. I am not sure why that hurt. My heart dropped and I stood up.

"Okay, that's great Liam! That is really great. You know what why am I even here? I mean we aren't friends or anything in that nature." I grab my bag along with my phone sighing looking at him. "Well at least I thought we were friends" I walk out of his room and practically run out of his house going to mine. What is coming over me? Why do I feel hurt? This isn't how it is supposed to go; everything should have been running smoothly. We got tattoos and piercings together  doesn't that mean something? What is wrong with me? Did I do something wrong? I walked in my room (more like stomped) I closed the door sighing. All of this is just adding up to something being wrong with me. I felt the urge to throw up; I ate like 15 minutes ago and I still have another 15 minutes before my body actually takes in all of the fats and sugars. I stand in my bathroom mirror shaking my head. "No, Danielle don't do this, don't relapse" I mutter to myself. I looked at the toilet and the next thing I know my face is near the toilet seat. I finished and flushed the toilet. I washed my hands and looked in the mirror; my eyes were red and watery. No! NO! Once I relapse it's kind of hard for me to stop. I swipe the counter clean hearing breaking and my phone buzzing, I looked at it seeing tons of missing calls and text from Aubri. I look at a message and it read

Danielle, he is out! They let him out! Aidan is back!