Until The End Of Time

Chapter Eleven

Leann's POV:

Turns out that I broke my foot ice skating, exactly like how I did in the dream. I began to grow nervous knowing that something will happen to my parents. I began to have a headache as the doctor put the finishing touches on my cast. As I sat on the hospital bed, Bryan held my hand as my mom sat right behind him. I flinched in pain as he was putting the last few touches onto the cast and I was soon then on my way home. It wasn't that different from having no cast. Just sitting in Bryan's car felt fine, but my foot began to swell thinking about how much pain I'm going to be in trying to get up my front steps. Bryan started the car and he drove me home. He actually didn't drop me off home, he helped me inside of my house and stayed with me. We walked into my room and I plopped on my bed. Now that I realize it, I'm in more pain than I thought it was going to be in. All of the what if situations are piling into my brain. I started to cry as Bryan pit his arm around me on my bed.

"Aw it's okay babe, don't cry."

"Crying is the answer to everything."

"That's what I used to think Leann, trust me on this. Why don't you go to sleep, your absolutely wiped out from today."

I settled into his shoulder trying as hard as I could not to close me eyes. My eyelids began to feel very heavy and things became blurry. Bryan kissed me on the forehead and my eyelids completely shut. I was asleep. I didn't want to start dreaming but it was already too late. And to make things just a little bit better, it was a nightmare.

I walked into my home one day after school finding my parents at the kitchen table crying hysterically. I ran towards them asking what had happened. They told me that my younger sister was in the hospital, with cancer. I began to cry as I saw images of Bryan. He was at school with Elka, Caitlin, and I. He looked down towards my arm and found scars from cutting. He scolded me as I looked at him feeling like I was about to cry. I yelled back at him to leave me alone as I left the school. They all ran after me out of the school until I heard Bryan scream out my name with tears flowing from him face. He chased me into my house and into my room finding me on the floor with a razor blade cutting through my left wrist. I began to cry as he threw out all of the things that I could use to cut myself. He held of my arm and kissed the scars that I had on my wrist. He then kissed me on the lips.

"Never leave me Leann. My life would be hell without you."

"I can't promise that, but just incase, I'm here now anyways."

I woke up hearing Bryan coaching me to stop crying. I had tear stains running down my cheeks. I immediately hugged Bryan and squeezed him so tightly that I could hear his hear race. I continued to cry into his shoulder telling him that I would never leave him. He had no idea about what was going on. I didn't want to tell him but if I did, he could never let me be in my room alone. He'd sleep in my house until he knew that everything is fine. I cried some more as I let go of him going towards my bathroom. I shut the door and I say there on the floor crying some more. I looked towards the left seeing a sharpened razor blade sitting on the counter top. My body was telling me to pick it up but my brain was telling me to throw it out. I moved closer towards it still thinking about what I would do. I looked in the mirror and back down at the razor. I picked it up holding it in my hand. I moved it closer towards me. The tears came rushing down my face as I put the razor towards my wrist. Just as I was about to insert the razor into my left wrist, Bryan opened the door, with his jaw towards the ground.