Being alone doesn't seem like a bad option at the moment. I'm in my junior year of high school with a long history of heartbreaks.Let me break this down for you, LOVE. SUCKS. PERIOD! I have never had my first kiss. I probably never will. No one in my school gives a crap about a depressed junior like me. I just want to fit in with everyone else, but no one knows that I exist. I hardly speak up in class, I walk through the halls like someone is about to murder me, I get tripped in the halls by seniors, I'm just a disappointment to everyone.
Some girls in my grade occasionally pick on me , sometimes my ex boyfriends. They throw their books at me after school, hit me with their lockers, cyber-bully, but the part that actually hurts the most is that, they punch me. They leave me on the ground outside, alone. The friends that I have are home at that time.
Once in a while, I just lay on my back looking at the clouds, talking to God. He helps me get through each day. Knowing that he loves me makes me happier after a day like today. He helps me stay strong. I tell him about my day and how I feel. God always listens to every word I say. Even though I can't hear him reply to me, or see him understanding what I say, but I picture him in my mind listening to me. Just laying there on the grass with the cold breeze moving across my face gives me a sense of peace and tranquility. I can finally escape from the hell of a world that we call "Earth". I can finally be free.
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Until The End Of Time
RomantizmLeann, a junior in high school, is a victim of bullying and of love. She has never had her first kiss or a committed relationship. Until one day she has a dream that changes everything, a new kid is introduced who she apparently has a relationship w...
