Until The End Of Time

Chapter Nine

****2 MONTHS LATER ON  A SATURDAY-DECEMBER****

Leann's POV:

      I still keep obsessing over how me and Bryan's first date went. It went pretty damn well! I keep the necklace on all the time. It was exactly how I dreamt it. But the thing that got me thinking was that Bryan had a dream too that he would meet me. I told him not to be weirded out yesterday, but now I'm the one that's weirded out! I plopped on my bed back first as my phone vibrated, it was Bryan. I answered his call after waiting a couple of seconds.

     "Yes Bryan."

     "Hey, I'm sorry if I got you all weirded out last night. At least I know I'm not alone with this."

     "Yeah, but why do you even have dreams like that anyways?"

     A long silence emerged. "When I was about 11 or 12 years old, my parents started getting into alcohol and drugs. They used to beat me and scream nasty comments to my face. I cried in my room all the time and locked the door. Sometimes I even crawled out the window. I had to do whatever I could to keep myself safe. That's when I grew closer to God and religion. I snuck out of the window to church every Sunday morning. My parents had no idea that I left. But one day, I was taken away from them and I never saw them again. I live with my mom's close friend who she lost contact with, who I call Mom. When I went into high school at my old school, I was the shy kid who didn't talk to anyone. I asked girls out but they all rejected me. I never had a relationship before or even a first kiss. But this year, we moved here and that's when I met you. You are my first relationship, my first kiss, and the first to love me."

   He started to cry hysterically. I paused. The second dream was coming true. Bryan would be crying. What do I do?! Do I warn him? No, that would make things worse for him. I looked around my room anxiously. 

     "Bryan, I will be right over!" I replied.

    I threw on a light gray Bethan dress from Brandy Melville, nude colored legings, a black leather jacket, and a pair of mint colored vans. I didn't put make up on because I had no time. I threw on a white beanie and I went out the door. Forgetting his adress, I looked around the neighborhood for familiar clues. I went past the park already. I remeber him telling me to make a left on the first street closest to the swins, then go down 4 houses and a right. He told me to keep going straight until you see me... well that doesn't help at all. I won't be able to see him. I ran down what seemed to be a never ending street until I saw Bryan on his front porch. I ran towards his house yelling his name. 

     He looked up and saw me running down the street. He stod up and ran towards me. When he got to me, he picked me up kissing me on the lips. Tears were running down his cheecks, water stains were cover on his shirt. He was wearing a plain white tee shirt and blue jeans. What shocked me was that he came out here barefoot, in 20 degree weather, with snow on the ground. Just as we got into his house, his "Mom" popped out of nowhere. 

   "Oh, you must be Leann, Bryan's girlfriend.. Wow your prettier than I thought you'd be. Make yourself comfortable. Oh do you two want some hot chocolate?" she asked us.

     "We are fine Nancy! Just leave me the hell alone!" Bryan stomped his way upstairs as you heard the door slam shut and a loud bang. Nancy starred at me with a confused look.

     "Do you want anything sweetheart?" she asked me trying to make things less awkward.

     "Hot chocolate would be fine, thanks." I replied.

     I took a quick look around his house. It was a pretty decent house, but it was still way more organized and civilized than mine. I noticed something in the living room that caught my eye, it was a picture of Bryan and his real parents. I picked up the frame examining their faces. "Bryan was a chubby little baby." I said to myself. 

     "Sweatheart, your cocoa is ready!" Nancy exclaimed.

     I placed the frame back where I found it and walked towards the kitchen. She handed me the hot mug and I thanked her. 

     "I'm sorry if things were awkward before, he gets pretty mad sometimes."

     "It's alright. Thanks again."

     As I walked up the stairs to Bryan's room, I  knocked on his door. He opened it for me kissing me. I looked towards the left as soon as he let me into his room. He had punched a hole in the wall. I ignored the hole and focussed only on Bryan. He leaned in for another kiss pushing me onto a bean bag. He kissed me angrily as he sat beside me on the bean bag. He put his hands around my waist as he kissed me. I felt myself move closer towards him as he tickled me. I tried not to laugh so I just went with it all. I began to feel unformforable as he still kissed me with a strong force, he was definetly pissed off. I didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable by pulling away, but I had to, he was too strong. I pulled away as he blushed feeling embarassed.

     "Sorry if I was too strong, I'm okay now though, but I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable."

     Forgiving him, I pulled him in for another kiss. He was more gentle this time knowing that what he did was wrong. I put my hands around his chest as he.... slipped the tongue. Feeling uncomforable inside I wanted to pull myself away but I couldn't. I was trapped in his chain-like arms. I wish that I could let go, but he was so gentle that I didn't even know after a while that he did that. I went along with it afraid of things escalating too quickly. Oh let's see, I just jinx it. He started kissing me neck. Oh no he didn't! I pulled his hair and he pulled away.

     "What the hell Bryan! This isn't Twilight!" I scolded standings up.

     "I'm sorry, my body is just.. not agreeing with me.." 

     I kissed him on the cheek and sat down on his bed. Things were quiet for a couple minutes until he apologized for the third time today.