Meeting Magcon

Chapter 77: Abortion Day

It was now December 2. The day of my abortion. I have to give up my baby because my dad wants to ruin my life. Again. I can't believe this.

"Are you ready to go?" Cam asked and I nodded. Kian and Cameron were coming with me. Shawn couldn't bare to come. I told him I completely understand.

I got in the car and cuddled with Kian till we got there. When we got there I had to sign some papers and wait in the waiting room for a while.

After maybe 45 minutes I got called back to a room. Kian and Cam has to stay behind. "She read my papers and nodded. "Okay so all you will feel is a little pinch." She said as I laid down on the chair.

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"Okay we're all done." The doctor said. I cried through the whole thing. I looked over on the counter and I saw a little bag with a bunch of blood and a little figure.

"M-my baby.." I said and started crying. The doctor tried to comfort me but I kept crying. "W-what was the gender?" I asked. "It was a girl." she said and I busted out crying even more.

"I-I've always wanted a baby girl." I said and put my head in my hands.
After my mom died, I decided if I had a girl I would name it Elizabeth after her.

I walked back into the waiting room and Kian and Cam came over to me. "I-It was a baby girl.. I always wanted a girl." I said crying into Cameron's chest.

I thought after two years of being with the guys I would never feel this way again. But thanks to my sperm donor, those dwelling are coming back.

I don't know what to do anymore. When we got home I went and got something to eat and laid on the couch with Kian and Cam.

"Sam, baby how are yo-" Kian started to say but I cut him off. "I don't wanna talk about it." I said and went up to my room.

I need some sleep and maybe I'll feel better, I thought as a I went upstairs.
I laid on my bed and soon fell asleep.

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I woke up sad as always and walked downstairs. "Hey babe are you ready for Magcon?" Kian asked and I nodded.

"Yeah sure." I said and he frowned. "What's wrong?" he asked. "Kian you already know. Remember what happened yesterday?" I asked realized I slept all night.

"You were asleep all day yesterday.." he said. Oml it was just a dream! Yes!! "Oh never mind." I said and Cam looked up from his phone.

"What did you think happened?" Cam asked and I shook my head. "It's nothing don't worry." I said and he nodded.

I decided to go get ready. I did my makeup and put on an Adidas crop top and leggings. (outfit on the side) I also put on some converse sneakers and walked down stairs.

When the guys saw me, they couldn't keep their eyes off me. "Take a picture it will last longer." I said and they pulled out there phones.

"Wow I was joking but okay." I said and turned around and walked away.
"Damn.." I heard from behind me. I laughed a little and walked out the door.

I went on my phone while I waited for the guys to come. Like 2 million years later they finally came out. I opened the car door and got in.

Kian and Cam sat by me while Shawn drove. Tay, Shawn, and Matt sat behind us. And Carter had shot gun.

When we got there Bart stopped to talk to me as the guys went and started Magcon. "Hey so how have you been?" Bart asked and I smiled.

"I've been good." I said and he smiled. "That good." he said and I nodded. "What about you Bart?" I asked. "Yeah.. yeah I've been good to." he said and I nodded.

"So am I allowed to be in the show today?" I asked and he nodded. "Of course you apart of this family now." he said. "Oh my gosh Bart that means so much to me thank you." I said and hugged him.

"Go ahead go on stage there's a surprise waiting for you." he said and smiled. I hugged him and began to walk on stage. Soon enough I saw Jack, Johnson, Mahogany, Hayes, Aaron, and Madison.

"Oh my god!!" I yelled and ran and jumped on G. "Hi omg I missed you so much." I said and hugged him while I wrapped my legs around him.

"Awh I missed you to." He said. "Hey what about us?" JJ said and I got off of G. "Hey I missed you." I said to JJ and hugged him. I went and hugged Hayes, Aaron, Madison and Mahogany.

"So you and Kian..?" she said and wiggled her eyebrows. "Yes." I said laughing. Suddenly I heard Shawn start playing guitar. I recognized that song.

"Mmmm Cameron Dallas is my boyfriend oooh I love him so." Shawn sang and I fell in love.

When he stopped singing everyone looked at me.